Lord, lift me up on wings like eagles

2007-02-06T09:03:00.000Z

Turning Pro in Sport: Latest fad YQ Yeong a new signing from Singapore has made his full club debut for Man. Utd just 2 days after his transfer. Yeong was spotted by talent scouts from Kettering Town FC while playing for his school Brooke House College who then wasted no time signing him for their youth academy. Yeong is a very flexible player who started at left back before an injury to Rio Ferdinand forced the manager to move Yeong to fill the hole.

Cool news article rite? Sounds nice if it would happen.. Lol.. and for all you know i may even end up playing soccer national team Sg.. Maybe... We're playing Kettering Town next saturday and coach told me their coach is very interested in me and MY coach wants me to have a hell of a game next week. He say's their youth academy may be interested to pursue me.. so cool!!! Turning pro in sport? Turing pro for God...

2007-02-02T23:07:00.000Z

Ok. news today.. yesterday i got a call.. finally.. from Han's restaurant. Then i worked today.. made 25 pounds and free drinks and 1 take away... yeah... then working tmr and tmr also.. cool!! making money.. yeah.. hahahah.. then gonna sit down and start studying... :) finally.. maybe it's good i didn't get the zizi job.. praise God. it was all in His plan. Christina is still on trial for the job and joanne doesn't start her train period until next week.. and what am i doing in that time? i make 150 pounds.. yeppie.. hahaha.. okies.. gonna enjoy my free takeaway now.. :)

Yaoq out

2007-01-31T18:02:00.000Z

another quickie... harborough town is one division down from kettering.. who are conference north.. what does that make us? next thing... kettering town wrote us and said they wanted to play with us.. they want a match with us and also they wanna come down and have a few training sessiong with us first.. coach says the main aim is that they wanna spot a few ppls with potential and try them out.. cool eh...u know who kettering's manager is? ron atkinson.. former man u boss.. cool cool cool.. i hope i get spotted.. haha..

Yaoq out

2007-01-31T08:54:00.000Z

A quickie for you before i go for classes. Soccer last nite was fun. I went for the Harborough Town Youth Team tryouts and they're pretty good.. at least they make us run and really work on our fitness.. its so cool.. i'm gonna be so much fitter than everyone at school!!! yeah... lol.. but i'm not sure if i wanna keep up with them. the training is good. but then i have to make up study period.. blah..

the job at zizi.. i got rejected.. what the hell.. i'm so pissed off. and they didn't even think to call. i had to go there to find out for myself.. stupid ppl that got the job.. aargh.. hope somewhere better calls me.. pls pls pls.. i wanna get a job!!!!!!.. damn!!..

ok. getting late.. i'll hope to post back soon...

Yaoq out

2007-01-29T23:36:00.000Z

Ok, an update mainly on soccer.. some other aspects later on.. about halfway down...
Played 2 90 minute matches in 2 days.. Super tired... Won with the church team 13-0 and lost with the school team 4-5...

Ok, the church team match... Played with Lee and Liam. Some of the people from the local school... Played with them before.. just against them.. i think they knew who i was too... Lee scored 5 goals.. craig got 3 and another few... Check out the link below... see the match report... i almost scored 3 times.. one free kick.. went just out of the top corner.. super zai free kick.. left foot curler... sweet.. second one was a drive and into low left side... one up one down... number 3 was a tyco shot.. guy stepped on my leg and i swung through the ball and it went up up up and started dipping... aargh.. still haven't opened my england scoring record... well.. i played right back and had a heck of a game...

Now the school game...super good match.. attitude was great.. teamwork still has to be worked on... went 3-1 down and fought back to 4-4.. then let in a bicycle kick in the last minute of normal time... aargh!!.. not like defence wasn't good... the keeper was new and honestly he was quite crappy... lol.. well.. at least we're improving..

today at the debrief, coach says that harborough town fc youth teams are interested in some of our players...then he said charles and aries which i suppose are fine cos they are decent players.. then he said they want me too..then i said its tuesday night and i have study period... then i went to speak to mrs b. then she said ben's been going on and on about you being such a good player... then i was like woah..... hahaha...

ok.. anyway.. here goes... tmr nite harborough town soccer.. weds nite harborough churches soccer.. thurs match day brooke house... and i'm still recovering from a cramp... wow.. pro rite... so cool...

so anyways... i've been trying to apply for a part time job to help me focus on studying... then stupid zizi...i applied 2 weeks ago and they still haven't called me. then joanne and christina both got tryouts this saturday and they applied one week later than me... diao... then they said the manager was like some guy.. then i was like so xian... then i'm gonna go there and cb with them again... so i applied the whole of market harborough.. ok ok...

i'm starving and i wanna eat and watch friends before sleeping and doing hw tmr morning...

yaoq out

2007-01-14T21:03:00.000Z

A casement high and triple-arch'd there was,
All garlanded with carven imag'ries
Of fruits, and flowers, and bunches of knot-grass,
And diamonded with panes of quaint device,
Innumerable of stains and splendid dyes,
As are the tiger-moth's deep-damask'd wings;
And in the midst, 'mong thousand heraldriesm
And twilight saints, and dim emblazonings,
A shielded scutcheon blush'd with blood of queens and kings.

Full on this casement shone the wintry moon,
And threw warm gules on Madeline's fair breast,
As down she knelt for heaven's grace and boon;
Rose-bloom fell on her hands, together prest,
And on her silver cross soft amethyst,
And on her hair a glory, like a saint:
She seem'd a splendid angel, newly drest,
Save wings, for heaven:- Porphyro grew faint:
She kneltm so pure a thing, so free from mortal taint.

Anon his heart revives: her vespers done,
Of all its wreathed pearls her hair she frees;
Unclasps her warmed jewels one by one;
Loosens her fragrant boddice; by degrees
Her rich attire creeps rustling to her knees:
Half-hidden, like a mermaid in sea-weed,
Pensuve awhile she dreams awake, and sees,
In fancy, fair St Agnes in her bed,
But dares not look behind, or all the charm is fled.

-John Keats

10 Marks if you can tell me which abstract of a poem of Keat's this is from.
It's a very nice verse of one of his longer poems to read. i wrote about it in my lit exam.. it was a 2 hour paper with 2 lit essays to write.. after doing the one essay, i was so burnt out cos i put in so much effort, i kinda got 'writer's block' during the second essay and had to go to the toilet to wash my face and wet my hair so that i could think again... Today, i had such an unproductive day.. just didn't feel like doing anything.. woke up.. adjusted some tiny details on my comp den ended up watching a movie.. then another one while eating.. 3/4 a disc of Cammenbert Cheese which was grade 2 (means a bit creamy... so not my style..). a hint of how screwed up the weather is now.. it can get warm enough in the day during winter to make my food smell a bit.. things which did not happen last year.. so i had to finish the cammenbert and 1litre of orange juice... blah.. felt so full.. den what did i do? went back to laze around.. lol.. read physics while lying face down on my bed.. oh.. what i found out, cheese if starting to decay smells like ammonia.. imagine me stuffing my face with something that smells like ammonia!! lol.. so anyway.. i managed to revise my heat and electricity for physics.. which i must say is an accomplishment considering i did NOT feel like studying today at all... oh oh oh... i must must say what happened on friday.. past 3 nights, all the chinese people have been gathering together to play games.. i guess to pass time and fellowship. so thursday no tutor meeting, we played the game "sheep and wolf" i guess is the english translation of it (its the game in CRY WOLF) where there is 2 murderers and 1 judge then when everybody sleeps the murderers wake up and kill 1 person. then the person has to guess who killed him/her. it was ok.. quite fun.. just that everytime i died i kept guessing either max of xiao er.. den it was so funny.. cos they kept killing me.. then friday nite, we played a while then changed the game to "dare or dare" where u have 13 people and 2 jokers. then you must pick a card to see if u get to be the "KING" then the 2 king get to choose a task and the 2 people they choose have to do it. it was stuff like hug each other to sing songs while doing something stupid and ended up with kissing.. it was super funny.. guys kissing.. hahaha... all in the game.. wasted i didn't bring camera.. not that it would have helped cos we banned all cameras.. haha.. i saboed 2 people to lie down on the floor and hug and roll about.. haha.. suey suey girl and guy.. haha.. then we ended the game cos some girl was about to cry cos she had to do something with Alex.. haha.. i'm not the only one who finds him psycho.. haha.. quite cool.. the chinese people took over the dining room.. then the africans have no say liao. haha.. funny..

Soccer news.. i'm now the school's keeper cos rash left school.. xian.. all bully me liao lor.. haha.. cos i'm the keeper.. just don't let the ball pass the defence then good enough le.. if not i sure let in one.. i'm a street keeper not a field keeper just based on size alone.. bahhh.. i guess i'm still the best here.. but i'm gonna cut down on soccer le so that i have time to study. i'm also trying to get a part time job so that it will focus me.. with knowing what i have to do weekend nights, it definately will focus and motivate me to study weekend days then marks will get better.. :D just the one down side, i may be working on my birthday.. bah.. who cares.. not like anyone remembers.. lol... winning eleven is quite fun.. we played in school.. den i found out my defence is quite zai.. just that i have problem scoring goals.. lol.. i managed to last the best vietnamese guy until extra time then he scored past me while people who have beaten me let him score like within first half...

i wish i could be back home.. so many activities taking place.. aargh.. so xian.. nothing takes place when i'm home... :( blah..

ok lah.. i think i've posted long enough.. i'm gonna go pig around somemore and eat somemore.. then i'll diet during the week.. i hope i don't put on too much weight.. boo...

Yaoq out

2007-01-10T08:03:00.000Z

Hey all.. I'm back in England.. and i've settled down.. more or less (ish).. still waiting for the weekend to finally sort out my room proper.. but only a few stuff lying around.. There's a new Singaporean guy here doing what i did last year.. He's from pierce sec sch. and has no religion.. Watch out.. Here i come!! haha.. i'm just gonna try to be a blessing to him and a testimony for Jesus and hopefully God will work in him. I've exams on Thursday, Friday, Tuesday and Wednesday.. so pls pls keep me in your prayers... i'm also in the midst of doing up a new skin for my other blog and writing a testimony for the blog too... gonna ask kitipop if his workplace has a opening.. beats watching movies all night long on weekends.. at least i'll have a source of income. however small.. i've made 225 pounds since i came back le.. selling harddisks only.. cool eh... hahaa... hmm.. what else to tag? oh ya.. Daryl: the PES6 edit option file is ready for collection.. quite fun to play.. hmm.. not much else to post now.. going for breakfast.. yes. i've been sleeping early and waking up early.. see ya..

Yaoq out

2007-01-04T04:02:00.000Z

more pics...
smart like ps heeguan.... me and ps heeguan!! the "going home buddies" as refered to by michelle or cynthia "jie jie" hahaha.. lol daryl.. who said it?? haha.. two cool sisters!!

haha.. okok.. first meal of 2007!! macs!!! haha.. with the "going home buddies" and alan.. what else to write now? i'm a little bored and xianded.. so i'm gonna play neopets!! haha.. revival of the nps.. check in again soon.. (i hope)

Yaoq out

2007-01-04T03:51:00.000Z

Hi all... I am back posting again after a super super long hiatus(and a few days b4 i go back).. Tis now a few days before i go home.. By the time i am posting this, i have just finished creating my new layout and am pretty tired with a long day.. well.. later today.. Come home from leaders meeting.. But most importantly today's post is gonna start right at the beginning.. Over this holidays i have printed new cell team jerseys (pics up soon) erm.. studied (or tried) for my january exams.. and not much else.. i guess laid low for a month.. i wanna fast fwd to countdown service.. or new year service.. whichever you prefer.. Service was pretty cool.. ps khong prayed for everyone in the church(who wanted to be prayed over) and i was slain by the Holy Spirit.. then afternoon were games and then the cool part.. The ReTrO pArTy!!! but before i post any pics (soon soon.. dun worry).. i wanna borrow a line from the oc 1-14 aunt haley:"you know what they say, 'the way you spend new year's eve is the way you spend the rest of the year'...." so.. i spent new year's eve in church with a whole bunch of friends!! guess that's a good start to the new year.. except for the macs supper at 2am in the morning...

daryl, jianhui and me!! cool partayyy rite.. i photoshopped the pic to adjust lighting and all.. he was dressed up super retro!! as compared to moi:( so sad.. i should have bothered to dress up properly...

daryl posing for the cam.. seems he did that a lot that night.. LOL!!

with Eunice left... Miss"Ethnos Emmanuel" Retro 2006 :) a cool sister... gives good advice too!! thanks Eunice.. oh ya.. btw.. it was her b'dae at the party!! caught her 4 mins before countdown.. lol..

and jess.... i'm so not gonna put the one i took with her.. i just look v. bad in that foto.. lolz..joash!!! the most retro in our cell!!!!(left<--)

2006-10-29T01:48:00.000Z

ok.. the 4-1-1 downlow with me.. ok diao. first.. i was watching prison break yestd.. first season started yestd.. finished until 2-03.. pro rite.. din sleep at all.. lol.. jus keep watching... so cool... but hard to stop each episode...

WARNING!! This next part may contain sppoilers for OTH 4-05
den i watched OTH 4-05.. the part with nathan's press conference.. so sweet..... when he said :" my wife couldn't be here today (she was so ponning it) and i just wanna say something to her. Haley, no matter what happens, we'll face it together and i promise you i've never been happier. Everything's going to be ok, and i love you..." this was with relation to her being pregnant.. den i was like awwww... so sweet.. lol

ok.. i've been watching a lot of series lately. so far in the past 1 year. i've watched Friends, OTH, OC, Prison Break, Lost, Band of Brothers.. soon going to start watching House and despo housewives.. lol..

half term was interesting.. i actually studied!! yay.. haha..

ok.. get downlow on the 4-1-1 another time yo.

Yaoq out

2006-10-21T00:06:00.000Z

ok.. about wednesday.. why was i soooo.. knackered?... well.. first i had a match in the afternoon.. against the team that thrashed us 10-1 last year... the one i was man of the match for? yeah.. well.. this year we lost again... not so bad though.. like 5-3.. apparently according to popular vote.. i was man of the match too.. lol.. at least 5 goal line clearances.. heehee.. ok.. funny story.. christina (the bulgarian-greek girl) was there and she reporteb back to joanne that i was like some pro soccer dude.. lol.. me PRO?? yeah. well.. i guess.. then she over exagerated an overhead kick (clearance) for some super acrobatical act of somersaults.. lolz... then.. this was the funniest!! i started by wearing a shirt underneath.. at half time i was hot so i took off my shirt to you know.. then APPARENTLY.. the girls were like i dunno.. swooning? lol.. and said that i had a good body?? lol.. happened again when i steped in goal the last 10 mins to trade with ras.. this super pro kuwaiti goalie.. he made so many super zai saves.. and i pulled a john terry!! lolz.. ok.. so i dunno.. funny.. joanne was like fanning herself to express how the girls were.. LOL!! den also there were some nigerian girls there.. (yes.. i will refrain from using the word black from now on.. explain why later...) and they kept screaming everytime someone got the ball.. lol.. wah.. i was so pissed.. stupid ola keeps thinking he's a damn good player.. he has skills.. but he just runs up and stays up there like he's a fwd.. comeon.. he's a damn left winger.. you know what the term winger means?? you are on a WING!!! you keep running up and down..... diao.. stupid midfield left me with 3 right players to deal with.. and all quite decent.. so how?? kena sai lah.. ok.. den at night.. went for training somemore.. came back and was like sooooo shack.. fell asleep right away..

oh.. commercial break.. here's something freaky i found out.. lol.. there are 3 singaporeans in our school now.. all of us are christian (max supposabely is.. he goes to new creation but smokes... and prays.. so i don't want to comment), all of us are left handed.. and here's the freaky part.. all of our.........................................................................................................

Birthdays are in februrary.. scary rite!! Joanne is 6th, I am 18th, Max is 19th.. lol..

ok. back to soccer.. played sum game today against another team in the dome.. got so pissed off.. first, defence so weak.. i let in 3 goals within first half.. all not my fault leh.. anyway.. then when i finally got out of goal, ricardo got in.. you would think with a name like that he would be good rite? he kept complaining and complaining... i mean like just shut up already... ok.. then brits kept trying to play rough with me, i rammed one to the floor, kneed another in the stomach and nipped at the ankles of a third.. now talk about bullying me and bodying me? i shouted at the ref even.. bloody piss off brits.. anyway.. there were the far better team.. lousy africans, dunch kknow how to pass...run with the stupid ball in defence... ok.. now explain why i call them AFRICANS and refrain from blacks... today, some nigerian guy called one of us a chinese guy.. OH!! isn't that what we are? well.. the way he said it was liike "take that guy off.. that chinese one.. just take him off" it was so obvious he weren't refering to nationality but race.. all of us asians got damn pissed off and started daoing the "blacks" den segun came over and kept apologising.. he's a nice guy.. much better than last year.. den they started like getting scared cos we just stood in a corner by ourselves.. and i just said out to segun "if you call him a vietnamese it's ok cos he's from vietnam. you think you just offended one of us? you bloody offended all of us when you said that.. why can't you call him the guy in the red shorts or black top? if i call you nigerian you will be fine with it cos it's where you're from.. what if i call you black instead?" then he was like stun dio.. well. anyway.. we decided to stop calling them Hei REn and Fei Zhou Ren instead cos in case they understand...

School.. had a physics test.. got 16 upon 20.. 2 of us.. me and alex.. den the rest got like 12 and below.. lol.. chemistry hw.. the best.. i got 27/30 and the next closest was under 20.. lol.. i am like way ahead of my generation.. man.. work experience was good.. teach me to be more careful although i need to be EVEN MORE careful...

YES i realise i am sua ku for not knowing about the tyler hilton thing.. but eh.. if i ask ANYONE else anything about movies... no one knoweth what i am talking about!!! hah...

oh.. last thing i remembered.. mr walton (physics guy) was complaining about my homework.. when i passed it in.. he said "during my time, my teacher would have returned this work to me" then i said under my breath "then return it lah" then he said "handing in neat work and not with cancellations all over the place is a sign of respect to the teacher" and i was really pissed off cos he does nothing to command my respect and i'm just not talking back to him only.. so i daoed him and flipped through my notes.. and when he realised he wasn't going to get to me, he left me alone.. den i said to alex in chinese.. so coming late for class 10 minutes shows a lot of respect to the students and the school who pays you? why should i respect you? then again today.. i was doing practical halfway den he comes and disturbs me and trys to teach me how to use a blody vernier callipers.. i mean.. hello?? O level CAMBRIDGE B3? i mean.. i'm sure says a lot that i know how to do my experiment that i even got past that section of the tests rite? so.. i just ignored him and carried on my expt.. cos last week what happen, he interupt me (as usual) and i couldnt finish my work.. so dao him.. he's not even supposed to teach second year anyway.. lousy teacher.. and when he talks to you he sticks his face right infront of your face and yapps away.. a) his breath stinks.. b) i feel like taking the retort stand or extinguisher and smashing it over his head cos he treats me like a bloody idiot and c) he was sick today and if i get sick. i'm going to lodge a formal complaint against him.. apparently the school takes those seriously..

ok.. anyway. training on sunday.. and i'm watching the island halfway now.. oh... yes.. add me to skype.. use it.. get the latest version and add yq_yeong the connection is quite good.. you don't need a mic.. just plug headphones (normal and not those humoungous ones) into the mic plug.. please.. i want to talk to someone.. (someone better know who) it's driving me nuts.... aaahhhh...

ok. back to the island

yaoq out

2006-10-16T23:46:00.000Z

Ok, 2 things to update.. One.. my date of compoundment is now avaliable.. the day which i lose all rights as a singapore citizen and lose all freedom.. the day which i lose my PINK I/C!!! aah!!! 1st October 2007 Monday.. oh no... I lose all my hair!! should that be the first thing on my mind?? well.. on a happier note, i get to learn to drive and hopefully get my lisence before i enlist!! yay!! just one more year to wait for both things i guess.. hmm.. been keeping up to date with OTH by dl weekly episodes.. how can i do that in SG with the stupid police raiding people.. damn them police da.. i soo can't wait to drive!! lol.. the car which i drive (probably like december) will be like my wardrobe.. (lol) and i probably will come back to UK in December for holiday cos of interviews... hmm.. David, Korean guy said he'll come to Singapore in December.. he's a christian and wants to study in Singapore.. Heads up g12!! my first international 12 Hopeful!! :)

Yaoq out

2006-10-10T21:49:00.000Z

I'm sorry for a few things.. First, to those who DO read this regularly, sorry I haven't been updating. Second, to people who may take this post offensively and are very sensitive to racial comments (not rascist but racial) please do not read on. Third, to everyone... today was the first time I swore in like goodness knows how long. And if you know me like at all, you will know that I am heck of a motormouth once i get going...

Ok.. now right to the start.. Ok, not so much, just to today's events first before i get to the rest. So, today, i wakes up and thinks it's gonna be a good day, I pray that it's gonna be a good day. So, class was fine.. a little boring, but fine.. trouble comes after school... so after study period, i go to games room to play pool as usual.. and like after all the vietnamese left, i ended up taking challengers which is what usually happens. So Mr BIG SHOT Ricardo cometh along and says lets play.. so i oblige... then he says: "eh.. this cue is s***, YQ let me use that cue" (points to the one in my hand)[of course i'm not going to let him use it, do you think they treat anyone's things with respect?] and of course being ricardo, he keeps pressing the matter and says that i am only winning because i am using THE cue [this of course is totally not true.. i just use my cue because i'm used to it] and then when he really pissed me off i just went f*** you ricardo just tell me, you say the house cue is s***, choose one, i will use the other one and play you. So i take the "lousier" house cue and start playing with him.. i foul off the break.. he goes and places the ball anywhere along the table (totally not the rules) so i told him. then he took 2 shots (also not the rules on a open table) so i told him.. guess what? he still didn't score.. LOSER!! :P ok. so anyway, i continued playing.. then he pushes the ball before shooting.. i'm not looking, but a nigerian tells me, (of course i saw it), i asked him if it was a foul, he said no. so nvm, i played my one shot... in the end, i still beat him.. loser.. it's not the cue, its the player.. next.. fellow countryman camillo (of course not to me! SG where got come out such people[of course got]) so he plays. i pot my ball, the rebound pots his ball.. in any type of rules that wouldn't be a foul right? ok, so he calls a foul and says that the way he plays that is a foul. [ok, i'm guessing the way they play is kind of cheating] so i just go, ok, if you call it to be a foul, take your 2 shots. he takes them and half clears his table, (expected from a half decent player). so i carry on, he carrys on being camillo and guess what, some guy can't even pot the black ball tethering on the edge of the pocket without hitting his white ball off. LOSER #2.... third, in the afternoon, Femi Coker (what kind of name is that?) [of course one given to one who drugs? i'm guessing.. and sounds like he's high most of the time] comes up to me when i'm playing table tennis with some viet guy *Ducky* and goes YQ, i am going to beat you. so i plays with him and just without even putting in any effort, i just kept spinning ball and he was like in total shock.. like he has never seen anyone who has spinned ball before? OH NO!!!! the history: i played pool with him at least a good 10 times and the record stands at 1: (n-1) to me, with 2 times of 7 balls under my belt. Once he pot the black ball by himself and the other i beat him by potting 8 balls straight in a row off the break.. so of course buey song
den come look for trouble.. LOSER #3

Of course.. i know i shouldn't be picking on africa because of these few people.. I'm quite sure asia has our bad apples here too.. Just that the "Outlaws" in africa far outnumber everyone else.. they make their shortcomings so straight forward... I tell you the truth, i have not exagerrated any of the above events.. YES, there are some good africans, Aime (my nigerian first year boyfriend), he's fine now... Baker (my first year nemisis, we're fine too), Ola (the church team guy) and SOME new first year students. Do they think that it is wise, the most part of them, to offend the lao da of the asian population, why am i the lao da? i don't know. i've just been here and the new ppl hang out with me and call me that.. ok.. so i'm not picking on ALL the africans.. just the bad apples.. (at least 90% of the tree)..
Second group of people, the russians (smoking gang, party gang, drunk gang, sleezy gang, coke gang...) call them what you want.. i am pretty sure ALL of them bring a bad reputation to their country. well.. for starters, try not breaking MULTIPLE objects of school property on your first 2 months here.. and i'm not just talking plates and cups, i'm talking doors, tv's etc... Need i say more, i'm sure they speak for their country...
Third group of people, the bad apples of the world, like Dimitar, whose countrymates are fine.. All of them.. Except him..

People like that make the world so horrible a place to be in.. Right now, i'm going to post a video by John Mayer "Waiting On The World To Change" before continium.. sorry.. continuing..

Music Video:WAITING ON THE WORLD TO CHANGE (by John Mayer)

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ok.. so the part of the song i wanna emphasize is the part about "someday this generation is gonna rule the population.. I'm waiting... waiting.. waiting on the world to change..." It is so true.. with people like these, how can you not say that the world is going to be in good hands.. Now in the political world, Tony Blair is stepping down? soon.. Not long more, someone from OUR generation is going to take over that post.. (of course not yet. but soon).. are we ready for that? how will it be like? will this world turn into a party world?

Everyday i pray that God will control me.. I know i should not have judged them, but "i'm only human, and that's my saving grace".. I pray for myself that i will have self control when dealing with these people... and as a result, i do not say anything when i'm around them unless absolutely necessary.. I don't act cocky.. when people say are you going to beat me? i say i'll try... is that too much? as the words on my shirt say "Thy will be done" YES indeed.. i try my best to exhibit God's character in my life...i really am...

Ok.. now to explain myself.. Why am i talking so much about pool? well.. in a town of this size, the only form of entertainment i get is from playing pool... just on sunday, i spent 5 hours playing pool.. my average pool session once i get started usually lasts 2 hours.. I am ranked one of the best players in the school already.. it's been shown.. i have beaten everyone who plays... and of course i am not perfect, so i HAVE been beaten too..

My soccer life.. I have resumed training for HCFC, and have an away match this Saturday. I'm supposed to have a home match for school team (which is still as bad as before because SOME PEOPLE do not pass the ball) tomorrow but i don't know the status quo.. I've made a new friend (if you want to call it that).. a kuwaiti girl, Areej (AJ).. i also don't really know how it started, but we just started talking to each other.. Max, the other SG guy... seems nice.. stays in Holland V. plays pool.. and basketball.. hmmm... nothing else much.. OH ya.. this year, all of us 3 singaporeans are LEFTIES!! cool eh.. we are the SMART ONES!!! LOL.. ok.. well.. nothing else much to say and my stomach is rumbling (school dinner was horrible so eating noodles) yup.. i hope to update soon..

Yaoq out

2006-09-30T20:51:00.000Z

another week without a post :p well. what to say. erm. been watching a lot of Lost. got to season 2 within the week. stupid daryl never get the whole season 2.. lol.. went to yoanna's house yesterday for dinner.. after school.. it's a really nice house.. damn. i wish i lived in a house outside school.. with people who are nice.. she lives with kitty and linh.. damn.. so nice the house, so near school.. diao not fair.. she has her own kitchen.. anyway. she cooked spagetti for me.. lol.. den i went back and ate the remainder of the dinner i got from swallow cottage.. not bad... the lao ban niang give me good price.. :D ... i switched to firefox cos i like the idea of tabs in my one window.. aarh.. waiting to move out. that's the thought on my mind.. hurry up hcfc.. get a match and call me up.. i'm like on standby.. played on wednesday.. was so onform.. scored and created so many goals.. but.. need to get used to weather.. and play more soccer.. training tomorrow from 2 to 4.. apparently there's a match tomorrow.. lol.. sorry got no picture to post on this post.. hmm.. i'll try to get some footie pics up.. yeah. erm.. also.. working on my ucas application although i'm not really applying until next summer/ the summer after.. so yeah. got time. finished my personal statement though.. hope it's good.. needs work on it though. askimg Mr Lim EK. to help me with a recomendation letter.. Mr Baines said it'll help cos it's my last education in Singapore. well. ok. back to LOST.. Evangeline Lilly is good looking.. lolz..

Yaoq out

2006-09-24T14:08:00.000Z

Ok. I really owe this blog a new post. Since the last time i've been here, i weren't feeling too good. So... a new year, a new mindset.. I've landed this week.. and my room is a single room in a house with 6 people.. however, this happens to be the russio-coke den... diao.. so how? stay in my room and go out only when i need to... Anyway, back to the point of my room.. i spent half a week cleaning it up and it went from this:

to this:

ok. now on to my life this week... i've had to start classes the next day since i came back and i played soccer the day that i came back.. tonnes of new students.. i'm serious.. if u take all their weight and combined it together, i think you'd get at least a tonne.. out of point.. anyway.. some of the blacks here think that they're superior to me and every way and i decide not to publicly contest that, or b**ch about it here.. i just have to prove them wrong. yesterday, went to Welland park and played soccer, it's some super huge park in my town, hopefully i can get some pictures of that up some time soon... Yesterday i played soccer and running around everyone felt so fun.. Felt like i was flying.. I went to church today.. t'was good.. supposed to bring 3 girls to church today but they were late for breakfast so decided to pop in late.. The 3 of them are joanne (Singapore), Christine (Greece) and Valarie (German), hopefully can get to know them better.. they seem nice.... I am thinking also of starting a Christian Fellowship group here but i need to find people.. i also need to find a way how.. God help me.. I will pray about it.. Ol, had training today and feel sweaty and stuff now.. still have some work to do.. better go get it done.. hope to post soon..

Yaoq out

2006-07-16T15:55:00.000Z

screw all the thoughts in my head.. no one cares enough to help me fulfill them... a relationship.. any relationship.. requires the commitment or at least 2 or more parties to grow. im so tired of trying and trying with no avail.. screw life... GOD!!! HELP ME!!!

2006-06-19T07:54:00.000Z

blah. too many thoughts going on in my head.. what if, why, how will, where is..... packing to go home soon. just waiting..... time passes ever so slowly. australia socceroos rule.. i hope they qualify for round of 16...

Yaoq out

2006-06-12T00:49:00.000Z

i keep thinking of all the cool stuff i am going to do when i go home. i'm planning a big surprise on EVERYONE. i promise you that. too bad it is not the ideal thing that i'll plan, but it's good enough. yeah.. keep on your toes the next one month. i'll be back....

Yaoq out

2006-06-09T21:05:00.000Z

ok. another week has gone by without any posts. i finished all my exams today.. and i thought it would be so joyous.. i came out of the paper at 11am. 36 minutes ahead of schedule.. i came back to school and went for my english class.. hmm.. wow.. i AM so hard working.. yeah rite.. ok. trust. is it a good thing? who are my true friends? don't all people want something out of each other? is there such thing as mutual friendship? right now i am sitting in my room. sweaty from playing soccer.. sitting with a knife next to me.. i am just sitting in wait to trap the person who has been stealing stuff.. when i do. i promise to cut his throat and bleed his body dry. i already know who it is. i am just waiting to catch him. should i press charges against him? stop him going home for the summer. keep him in England. lock him up in jail. after that, he'll get expelled from this country and never be allowed back. criminal record to his name. sounds so tempting. although all are just head thoughts. (the knife is real though). i'm too nice to do such a thing. since when have i taken action against someone who has wronged me? i'm really waiting for someone to come in. bloody bastard..

2006-06-02T08:53:00.000Z

i haven't posted in like a week.. last friday was the summer ball.. it was quite nice.. considering there was an open bar.. erm.. what else? then was half term cos it was bank holiday weekend.. england beat hungary 3-1.. quite a disappointing match.. i was watching it.. it is confirmed.. i AM the BEST soccer player in the whole team.. the most all rounded, the most hardworking and dedicated.. damn all the nigerians.. i'm trying to book a open day for oxford cos i dun wanna go with all the brits.. it's going to be so crowded.. hopefully mr k. will allow.. i have changed my safety net university from birmingham to loughborough.. the presentation was so much better.. and plus he did'nt have the slides "UB" strewn across his "stuff"... his pants.. yeah.. birmg. is as expensive as oxford and i only need a BBC to go in for university.. loughborough is much cheaper.. and plus it's more like ABB to go in.. that's the kind of standard im talking about.. so.. on my ucas form. im going to dio this. 1. Oxford 2. Imperial 3. Bath 4. Loughborough. 5. Melbourne 6. NUS.. just to piss 5 and 6 off.. cool eh.. if i dun get into the top 4 i will just reapply in ns.. oh ok.. the prize i won was for physics.. so cool rite.. dun giv me eng or chem .but give me physics.. like i even like it.. and somemore it wasn't even money.. it was just £10 worth of book vouchers at W.H.Smith.. blah.. roro won like 5 prizes.. so she has like 50 pounds to spend.. blahhhhhh!!!

p.s. it is quite cool this time of year.. 4am sun rises.. 9.30 pm sun sets.. do the math/..

Yaoq out

2006-05-25T08:32:00.000Z

wow. i am really happy with my natural fitness.. of course, my "un" natural fitness could be something to be worked on.. yesterday we played the church team and even though i am sick, i managed to last the full 90 minutes without getting subbed.. i was running up and down the length of the pitch. cos i was playing an ashley cole role. that's wat the coach tells me to do.. of course our midfield sucks.. why? because we have africans there.. lazy bunch of *beep*..don't challenge for the long balls and arent even there for us to pass to. so it was like defence kick the ball to attack, and we get it right back.. diaoz rite.. but anyway, we found a really tight back line. me pepi alex and marc. yes striker marc. faggot was complaining when we put him there but he is THE best right back we've had so far.. haha.. yeah.. probably not going to be very active here for a while.. i don't know how much time i'll have cos i'm trying to set up our cell webbie.. yeah.. so far it's pretty nice.. yeah.. cool.. oh ya.. the final score.. 5-5.. hahaha.. not bad.. blahh.. ok.. off to see the wizard....... blah. do up the website..

Yaoq out

2006-05-22T13:25:00.000Z

YES!! man hath finally discovered internet... blahh.. it was so horrible waiting the whole weekend for the internet to come on. why was it off? mr kitch finally decided to go home and decided not to turn the internet on.. twert.. ok. so sunday football.. erm.. well.. we won 1 match, and lost 1 match. we lost to the team at the top of the league and like it was so close 2-2.. until the last minute when the other team scored cos it was a 3 on 1 defence.. i was keeping goal again.. and i SHOULD NOT have come off my line.. stupid decision..well.. anyway, got man of the match for keeping my team in the game.. damn it. still so pissed.. ok.. well.. i took my maths exam today. so happy. 1.5 hour paper finished in .5 hour.. what to do? i checked and luckily i found 1 mistake.. so in all i spent 2 hours sitting there stoning.. diaoz.. erm. erm. i am sick! so xian. i dunno if it's cold or flu. could be from that time in stratford.. oops.. ok. wednesday playing against the church team.. erm. ya.. if i play well.. it will probably cement my place next season.. yeah! ida's not here next year.. its my plac.e. muhaha.. ok. erm.. i found the cure to sleepness nights.. take cough medicine.. it works to put me to sleep until the next dose is due. haha.. cool eh.. what else can i say.. i am SO much of a better keeper now.. keep making all these cool saves.. haha.. ok loong.. erm.. in case u still wondering why i haven't added you yet, its probbly cos u added the wrong email add.. yq_yeong@hotmail.com ... doi.. u could have asked around.. haha.. what else what else, OHHHH!! summer ball this friday.. haha.. so cool.. im going to a ball.. haha.. too bad no ew here to ask.. haha.. okies.. time for mechanics.. blah. bb..

Yaoq out

2006-05-18T07:51:00.000Z

barca beat arsernal.. well.. i guess we all know what's going to happen next.. england are going to lose the finest frenchman of this generation... blahh.. ok. just watched shakespere's much ado about nothing (the exam was on monday) last night by the royal shakespere company in stratford.. blahh.. so far.. 1 and a half hour drive there and back. and the play was about 3 hours long. at first, they couldn't find the other students so i thought i was going alone.. which would mean a student teacher ration of 1:2.. cool eh.. after that they found the 2 nigers which means a noisy bus ride there for me.. don't they understand that i do NOT like them.. and to stop pestering me.. so only about half the people who were supposed to go turned up.. we reached stratford in rain and cold. and smart me only wore ONE polo t-shirt and my nike racers.. pro lah.. wet and cold.. well.. the nigers went to look for pizza to eat and i went with emma and mr bains cos i just didn't want to be with them.. well.. the nigers finally learnt that punctuality is good.. cos they got locked out.. bleH!.. and i got like 5 seats to myself. the play actually was quite good.. set in cuba in the 1950's which put the whole thing into better context.. beatrice was not the immediately look at her woah... she's hot.. but she was more like must see her character and see how she behave then find her ATTRACTIVE.. got difference..hero was a dissapointment.. after having pictured kate in hero's role, the real hero was so plain compared to her. margret was pretty much the only good looking one.. blahh.. ok. question. don pedro was black. and don john his bastard brother was white? hero couldn't differenciate between don pedro and claudio (white) at the masked ball? don pedro and benedick were the only 2 to wear the nice boots and nobody could tell it was them? pls lorz.. it was so obvious.. well.. it was really nice anyway.. cos like.. i dunno.. it was funny.. just an all rounded good performance.. two thumbs up to the royal shakespere company.. two thumbs down to the stupid black girls.. so reached school at 12midnite yesterday.. so tired now.. blahh.. at least mr bains said we can go in at 10 instead of 9.15.. but i still cant sleep in my room.. mr K. will chase me out.. doofus.. we finally won soccer.. 3-0.. on sunday.. i kept goal and i must say.. i was GOOD!! finally found my form.. no ball passeth me.. hahaha.. ok.. breakfasdt.. bye..

Yaoq out

2006-05-10T20:26:00.002Z

ok. in case those of you who are wondering, my last post was supposed to be in chinese.. diaoz.. haha.. i am so diasppointed.. i am starting to get fat!!! nonono..... ok.. i have decided to start doing pushups and situps.. hmm.. hmm.. what else, oh ya.. my exams start next monday with english then the following monday with maths and that friday with another english paper.. i think this term will pass really quickly.. exam stress is building up and tensions are growing.. stupid esse i think still likes me.. so irritating.. she keeps calling me her darling and talking about people getting married whilst hinting.. piss off..hmmm.. watched emma again.. this time found it more interesting cos i actually understood it.. ya.. anastasia IS russian. i found out cos i met her on sunday and intro.. but since then have yet to meet her yet.. aiyo so xian.. ok. today football training.. neil commented on my playing.. he said that my work rate is very high and i am by far the best player in the team but i should call more for the ball.. and i quote "YQ you have to talk more, with your work rate, you are by far the best player here. you just have to keep talking so they will hear you." cool eh.. i am the BEST player in my school. my coach said so.. NGEH to all you nigers.. hahahah... ok. hope next year captaincy will be given to me. but unlikely cos im not black.. bloody hell.. ok.. so theo walcott made it to the england team.. stupid fandi dun pick me.. i could well be the next theo walcott... blahh.. okies... see ya.. gonna do other stuff now..

Yaoq out

2006-05-10T20:26:00.001Z

2006-05-10T20:26:00.000Z

2006-05-06T19:50:00.000Z

当你打乒乓的时候，你一定要放松。一定不可已警张。打乒乓，有两种打法。第一发就是上板，第二发就是下板。你回球的时候，就要看对手开球的方法。如果对手开的是上板，你就用上板回球。如果是下板开球，就得勇下班回球。我们今天亚洲人一定要打赢白人。要放松大，但是不可以不集宗大。一定要focus的。如果你在输，你吵很大声，对手就回警张了。当你要打smash的时候，你得等球掉了很低，就不用大力大，就把球spin很大力。你也打球的时候，等球掉到桌子下，就把手放在桌子下打球，对手就看不到你这么打球，就可以surprise他。我就是从benson这样学的。

Yaoq out

2006-05-05T19:22:00.000Z

woah.. took school picture yesterday afternoon.. so cool.. wore a suit.. haha.. turtleneck redshirt inside and a suit blazer on the outside.. haha.. so cool.. okies.. something wierd is happening for me.. haha.. i THINK esse (the nigerian girl) likes me.. cos she's acting the exact same way i did with *you know who* (and don't you dare post *unknown names* on the tagboard.. just that she did it a lot worse and to a much greater extent than me.. i find this very disturbing because firstly i don't want to end up like those brown couples.. (one white one black).. in this case i'm the white one.. and secondly.. i just don't like her back.. (well i already have other people in mind.. PEOPLE.. and.. well.. i just don't..) anyways.. i think the girls in school are starting to notice me.. (by girls i mean the cute ones..) (and by notice i mean talk behind my back..) prolly.. so.. yulia.. the hot russian girl who's my age.. i think she talks about me to alina (roman abro's niece).. how i know? cos u know how FRIENDS have that ugly naked guy "scope"? yeah. i have a hot eastern european girl "scope".. haha.. i can tell when yulia or anastasia are around.. haha... yeah.. it's crazy but it's true.. yeah.. so today, i think she caught me staring at her... bleahx.. eye candy.. i know she has a bf.. so anyway.. then when i was walking away, i saw her look at me and talk to alina.. *probably about how creepy i am..* haha..and then again in the town centre when i on the way back from sainsbury's, i also saw her with alina sitting on the benches outside tesco and then she was staring at me and saying something to alina.. haha.. cool eh.. even though its prolly bad stuff at least i know she noticed me!! haha.. yes yes.. i know.. despo.. ok. so now onto the other one.. yeah.. she probably knows who i am too. cos we keep walking past each other.. one day.. hopefully soon.. i'm just going to pluck up the courage and intro myself to her.. i keep getting all these good chances and i keep blowing it.. bleahx.. so pissed..it's not like i'm out hunting for gf or anything.. but if it's gonna be one here, might as well be one of those 2 instead of esse.. and if nothing works out, and if i have their msn contact, at least i have bragging rights about having HOT friends.. blah.. nah ne nah ne pooh pooh... ok. i'm gonna make a promise right now.. the next time i see the ukrainian girl alone, i'm gonna intro myself.. don't care le.. ok. now on to more serious stuff.. i got 80% and 75% for physics.. top in class including the september start peoples.. and.. chemistry overall top, english pretty much overall top.. u know sometime this month there's gonna be a prize giving.. i think i can bag 2 or 3 awards for top student.. so cool rite.. but hopefully lah.. chemistry overall A. maths i got 93% for C2.. so pissed off.. careless mistakes.. all.. and also cos the cher din agree with my method of working.. idiot.. C1 i got 75% cos i kena brain block.. lost 8 marks out of 60 just cos i thought F'(x) was inverse function instead of dy/dx.. idiot.. me!!! so i also forgot that parallel lines have the same dy/dx.. so lost another 5 marks.. damn it.. if i had gotton those 2, i would have done so much better.. okies.. anyway.. off to do laundry... 4 piles.. really white, not so white, not so dark, really dark.. hhaha.. okies.. ramble in another time..

Yaoq out

2006-05-03T18:58:00.000Z

ok.. i can't remember if i told anyone about hitting my head on sunday.. some fat english bloke came rammed me and my head crashed my whole body weight into the floor and knocked the daylights out of me. its just starting to hurt today.. anyway.. yay! i'm on equal playing ground.. the new girl ain't russian.. she's ukrainian.. close enough to russia but that means... she still has to find a gang to hang out with.. hahaha.... this is where i try to make my move when i have the opportunity.. shouhld have done it at dinner but i was too much in pain.. okies.. going off to bed.. hope i will get my chance tomorrow..

Yaoq out

2006-04-28T23:40:00.000Z

Okies.. there’s something wrong with me.. so cool.. today I almost fully flared up in front of a niger.. I am going to be very rude and sarcastic this at least 1st half of the post so please fast forward if you don’t want to hear it.. right now.. I’m writing this on M,soft word cos this stupid school internet always don’t work.. and don’t work is on weekend one.. bleahx.. okies.. you know how I fully flare up.. erm.. lets see.. Nick Ng in sec 1, prolly Ryan Tan in sec 2.. erm.. definitely Leng Joon before.. okies.. think about 50% of that.. today in games room some stupid new student Nigerian just came like just before term break.. he’s taking maths, physics and chemistry.. and of course with me being one of the TOP students in the college, he is no where near my standard to even talk to.. firstly he’s Nigerian which means he’s a whole class lower than me in terms of moral standing.. I think there’s only like 7 nigerian guy students who actually have some sort of moral grade.. I don’t really like the rest of them.. bloody hell.. I’m in a very bad mood now as you can tell.. and if I don’t rave on and on I will just die inside.. okies.. so I went down at like 9pm on Friday night.. to try to distress.. from the 5 mock exams I have had in the past 3 days and 7 more to come in the next week.. so I went down and started playing pool.. and martin (Bulgarian) came in and started playing with me.. very relaxing other than the fact that the table didn’t like us that day.. so we took a break and we played table tennis.. then this viet guy came in and took my cue to play so I told him that it was mine… so he ok lah… oblige rite.. bo bian wat.. so he use house cue.. then sergun the black dog came in and took my cue.. then I told him put it down.. and not like he don’t know its mine.. he always want to use.. bloody b*std.. and he didn’t put it down.. so now I got this dog’s rabied infected paw prints all over my cue.. so he didn’t put it down and blah blah blah.. things got ugly.. so I went away only more pissed.. and its not like I won’t share my cue with people.. erm.. the people living upstairs.. (Charlie, Benson, Dicky, Thomas and most of the other Nigerians) if they ask I will lend.. but this black piece of sh*t.. he comes in and more than once just takes for granted that I will let him use my cue.. like I even like him.. he’s on the list with femi, Ricardo and leo. Which means its about 2% of the student population here I dislike and 1.5% I really hate.. yeah.. so like is it like something wrong with me.. eh? This is the first time I actually flared up in like 6 months so it has to be that walking talking human part…rite? Ok then I got my stupid test scores back today.. so I got a C for English.. I suppose I will improve.. erm.. a A for chemistry unit 1 72% and B for unit 2 68% yeah.. stupid cher mark correct for aime and wrong for me.. bleahx…this sux.. bleahx.. stupid kitch keep making this jokes that only he understands.. bleahx.. piss me off.. so sucky.. if I play soccer with sergun or Ricardo not on my team, I will so break their legs.. I will slide tackle them studs in first.. yeah.. I am so full of hate now… ahh. Need to go say a prayer..

Ok on to the not so hopeless part.. the also hopeless part.. ok turns out the new Russian girl is Anastasia.. haha.. cool name.. after the Disney cartoon.. Sonova Anastasia.. I mean ok. Is it wrong that I find her quite hot.. and quite cute.. and she’s 15 years old.. bleahx.. ain’t that paedophillia or something? Anyways.. the other Russian girl my age on is Ignatova: Yulia… well they’re both super good looking and I know that they prolly wun’t talk to me.. haha..well for starters I’m not good looking and second I’m asian and thirdly we aren’t in any of the same classes.. okies.. so much for rambling… ok.. so lonely here.. so xian.so so so so so xian……. Just want to hear somebody’s voice and see someone’s face… bahhh!!! Okies.. I’m going to try make some use of the last 40 minutes of the day..

Yaoq out

2006-04-27T15:28:00.000Z

wahh.. im so happy.. got new coach for our soccer team.. we actually have proper training now.. like as in we go for runs, we do drills.. wooh!! so cool.. and i was like i bet femi and ricardo will complain the whole way back. cos like u know why, we have to walk there and back after training.. haha.. ok. another thought.. hmmm.. russians are generally quite good looking.. haha.. new student.. russian too.. blahh.. ok.. just came to ramble about the soccer.. ok.. bye..

Yaoq out

2006-04-26T12:55:00.000Z

ok.. i just thought i'd post my term reports..

personal tutor report..

Yao Qun has made an excellend start to his study at Brooke House College and is generally considered one of the top students in the College. His teachers unanimously praise him for being a hardworking and highly motivated student, who seems to have a natural understanding of all his subjects. Also his attendance and punctuality leave no room for improvement. However, on a more negative note, all the teachers agree that the presentation of Yao Qun's work often lacks neatness and is not up to exam standards. In addition, he too often makes mistakes resulting from his rush and inattentiveness, which are insignificant as such, but might lead to him losing important marks in the exam.
Yao Qun should use the coming holiday period to revise throughly the material covered this term. All his teachers are confident that if only he maintains his effort in the remaining weeks of study and is extremly attentive and patiend when answering the exam questions, yao Qun is in a position to achieve A grades in June examinations in all his subjects.

English
Grade: A
Effort: 1
Academic Progress: YQ has made an excellent start to the course. He is hard-working and is prepared to set himself targets.
Future Action: His written work is of a high standard and will improve further as he becomes more famililar with essay requirements at thie level.

Chemistry
Grade: A (80%)
Effort: 1
Academic Progress: Yao Qun is an extremely able student. His mathematical ability is excellent which helps with the quantitative chemistry. We are aiming to complete all the first year examinations in June, although we have effectively started one term late. Hence there has been a great deal of pressure this term, with extra classes and extra homework. However, he has coped well most of the time.
Future action: The main task will be to complete as mmany examiination papers as possible. Mock examinations will be held at the start of next term and revision will need to be carried out during the holiday period.

Physics - AS
Grade: B
Effort: 1
Academic Progress: Topics covered during the term: Density, Pressure, effects of heating, changes of state, gas laws and kinetic theory, internal energy and the first law of thermodynamics. Yao Qun is a high grade student who is quietly confident of his ability. He has covered much of the course previously so most of his work is of a high standard although he makes a few elementary mistakes. Possibly this is due to a lack of concentration; a case of familiarity breeds contempt. He should aim to gain A grades for his AS papers.
Future Action: Concentrate fully, even on familiar material. Aim for maximum marks everytime.

Maths C1 and C2
Grade: A
Effort: 2
Academic Progress: This term we have gone through all the units contained in the C1 and C2 books. As Yao Qun had already covered most of this material in the past, none of the subjects presented any major difficulties for him. Moreover, Yao Qun is a particularly bright student and seems to have a natural understanding of Mathematics in general. However, the presentation of his work often lacks neatnedd and is not up to examination standards. In addition, Yao Qun too often makes mistakes resulting from his rush and inattentiveness, which are insignificant as such, but will lead to him losing important marks in the exam.
Future action: Yao Qun should use the Easter break to review all material covered this term and to complete the excercises he lacked time to complete during the term. I am sure he is capable of achieving excellent grades in both the C1 and C2 exams, if only he remembers to be extremely attentive and patiend and he makes sure his wokr is presented neatly and clearly.

Maths (Mechanics)
Grade: A
Effort: 1
Academic Progress: YQ is a most able student who has made excellent progress this term. Two recent test results of 64% and 66%, represented a very good standard but were rather disappointing, as they do not reflect his potential.
Future Action: YQ needs to slow down a little when answering questions in order to avoid making careless mistakes. With thorough revision next term, he should be in a position to achieve a grade A in the June M1 examination.

AS Physics (Mechanics)
Grade: A
Effort: 1
Academic Progress: Excellent. A gifted student who is well up to this lavel of work and should be looking forward to the highest grade of pass in the external exams. YQ should really be faced with more challenging work in order to stretch his abilities to the limit. His comprehension is excellent and he has a very high standard of English, particularly in expressing himself verbally: a delight to teach!
Future Action: a revision package will be issued for over the coming Easter break and it is essential that YQ works through the package assiduously over the break. He must practice answering past paper questions also, paying particular attention to questions requiring a written answer. It is essential that this work is checked by his tutor note is taken where any improvements are suggested. YQ should feel free to bting to my attention any extra work eg. from exam boards other than Edexcel, that gives him a greated challenge. YQ has the potential to become a top grade Physicist and i would hope he tries to do so.

Chemistry
Grade: A
Effort: 1
Academic Progress: YQ is an able student who has a good understanding and knowledge of chemistry. He has attended all classes and done all the written work that I have set. When he encounters topics that he does not fully understand he always asks questions, many of which reflect his thoughtful appreach to his studies. At practical work he is proficient and completes is rapidly and accurately. There is every prospect that he will gain high grades in the examinations this summer.
Future Action: We have nearly finished teaching the syllabus for the three units which will be examined this summer, and most of next term will be devoted to a revision programme.

just a thought.. weren't all geniuses have untidy handwriting??

Yaoq out

2006-04-25T21:18:00.000Z

okies.. i know this is way overdue... blah... ok.. i've just checked my exam dates.. i finish by the 9th of june.. i have like all 3 chem papers on the same day and 2 physics papers on the same day... i hope i can get like 4 A's.. well.. at least my teachers predict A's for me.. ok.. now.. what's wrong with me.. why do i like to watch movies with the end of the world involved.. like armagaeddon.. erm.. pearl harbor (where it would have been the end of the world).. erm.. the apocalypse.. the core.. the day after tmr... blahh... hmmm.. what else to say.. mock exam tomorrow.. finished studying.. so happy.. hahaha.. unit 1 of chemistry.. ok.. ok.. erm.. i think that's all.. yeah.. post again another time..

Yaoq out

2006-04-21T09:09:00.000Z

ok.. i'm on my study break now.. sigh.. so xian to study.. boring.. but also quite fun when i finaly get everything done.. ok.. so apparently, i'm NOT getting a roomie..and the cleaning layd made a mistake.. a HUGE mistake by stuffing all my stuff into half the space.. i mean.. what? she said she got confused... blahhhhh!!! u know what i realised? acs pants are actually quite comfortable to wear around school.. haha... ok.. what else?? erm.. its quite cool here.. like around 15 degrees which is a bit irritating cos i dun know if to wear sweater or not.. i think i should wear... i'm going to make a resolution to eat out less.. i shall try instead of 3 times a week, just 2... aahhh.. tests tests coming up... i have 1 next weds, thurs, fri and the following monday.. boohh... ok.. now on to another thing which has been puzzling me since i was on the plane...

do you think there is that ONE person for you? so say there is the ONE person for you, then how? what is there is ONE other person for that person for you... erm erm.. ok i'm getting confused.. lets give people names.. say A is meant to be with B ok.. but B is meant to be with C and C is meant to be with D and somewhere along the line SJDHFGL is meant to be with A.. so how? i think that something like that is very unlikely to happen cos God above won't let such things happen.. everything is perfect in His plan.. so... i shall just sit and trust in Him to make things happen for me.. blahh.. random post..

Yaoq out

2006-04-19T08:33:00.000Z

okies.. i'm back blogging after a 3 week-1 month break.. just got back from holiday in the motherland.... came back to my room and what a shock.. everything i had in 2 sets of drawers and cupboards and all that stuff, have been moved to 1 set.. and the other one was empty..2 beds were made up instead of just one.. so big problem there.. now.. i don't have anything unpacked in my room yet because im waiting for old man kitch to wake up so that i can ask him if im going to have a roomie... it will be cool if the roomie is a nice guy.. but if he's really irritating and not nice i dun want one...sam has just moved room and the noisy viet guy has moved out.. sam is now next door to me...this next 1 term im back, im going to make a few more resolutions..

1) keep a weekly schedule to show when to do what ie. laundry every other day, study what subject on wat day etc...

2) follow the schedule...

ok for those of you who have not watched the chronicals of narnia, i strongly urge you to watch it.. cos its so obviously a christian movie with some exceptions of fantasy.. but you can so obviously tell... the weather now is quite good. about 15deg... can walk about in a shirt at last.. the time is gmt +1... which makes it closer to singapore time.. ok.. enough for now.. i will try to post again at least 1ce every 2 days.. ok off to do work..cheers..

Yaoq out

2006-03-24T19:49:00.000Z

oh well.. i haven't posted for some time now.. i guess i have been feeling lazy.. erm... lets see.. well.. i am going back soon.. (tomorrow) and hmm... what else has been interesting?? on wednesday during football, ricardo (worm) kept telling me that i never pass him the ball from keeper.. and he kept complaining to femi. and its like i kept saying to myself.. "there's a reason"... the next day when femi came to tell me when i saw him in the hall, i told him.. ya i know.. there's a reason why.. well.. he sucks.. (and femi agreed.. femi who sucks too.. ricardo is actually lousier than femi... wooh...) i may dislike femi, but i hate ricardo with a grudge.. the viet guy who stays next door, he came and knock on my door and say sorry.. haha.. i think the other viets told him that i was on the verge of beating him up... wooh...so intimidating... haha.. i am officially a geek.. i do sudoku for fun.. its a puzzle where you have to think.. haha.. erm.. erm.. erm.. well.. my pool is improving too.. i bought my own cue.. hahaha.. beware all you at home... chris wu is like really.. unliked by me.. i don't hate him or dislike him or anything.. i just don't like him... so mum made me ask him if he want me to bring anything home for him.. so i HAD to ask and he doesn't realise it's courtesy.. so of cos being the chris wu he is he asked me to bring clothes home for him.. and it's like bulky track pants and stuff.. not like it is heavy.. it just takes space.. bleahx.. i think mum is going to freak when she see how much stuff i bring home.. oh well.. they're necessitys...

today i went for the oxbridge conference at the walker stadium.. for those of you who don't know where that is, it's the home stadium of leicester city... it's a really really nice stadium for a division 2 club.. who else went for the conference.. from those you know, only aime, joanna and kitipop went..it was quite nice even though some sessions were rubbish.. it was fun.. i wanna go for oxford engineering.. first because the first 2 years is combined engrg.. and you only specialize after the third year.. and even though i was the only one of the group of 10 who was initially aiming for oxford (the rest for cambridge) the rest converted after the conference.. muhahaha... welll..... oh.. famous oxford students.. Rowan Atkinson.. (Mr Bean) and the best of all, KATE BECKINSALE!!! what a disappointment she dropped out cos of acting.. wells.. anyway, the engrg course at oxbridge is so different from everywhere else.. firstly because of the special tutorials where u get the best people from the world teaching you personally.. BUT.. there are still exams to take.. xian diao.. haha.. the day was good with joanna and kitipop.. there we went for some of the classes together.. and it was ok some a bit boring.. but we kept nudging each other when they were talking about our GEEK subjects.. haha..then i met joanna on the way down after our last conference which wasnt together.. and she was complaining and complaining about... i have no idea what.. haha.. then she was saying the cambridge lecturer's name was soo loong.. haha.. but it was actually sue long.. haha.. anyway.. we went to sit and talk for like 10 minutes taking a piss at the british people before the rest joined us.. on the bus back, she took a nap.. i had to tell her to lie down on the chair because she was complaining her bum pain.. hahahaha... and ended up sleeping.. i was warm so i lent her my pullover to use as a pillow.. the 3 of us then ended up eating flames together upstairs.. kitipop got lost.. haha.. and i had to call him to get out.. hhaaha... oh well.. i hope my bag is not overweight.. blahhh... i have to bring my books home.. diaoz.. some holiday.. haha.. okok..

Yaoq out

2006-03-09T22:39:00.000Z

me.. singapore slacker.. acsi student.. not nerd.. don't study at all.. here.. geek of the week.. why? i am chinese and i do chemistry.. cool eh? i just spent the whole night sitting with geekipop.. sorry.. kitipop and joana and gwan.. talking.. and talking.. and joana was trying to do mechanics.. so how? she said she wasn't doing too well.. when she told her mom you kno what her mom said to her? ask kitipop or some chinese guy to help you.. so when she heard that she immediately thought that she has to tell me. because i am a self professed geek and like super smart here.. so i did some questions when she had problem.. and i think she actually understood.. well.. if she improves, it will be thanks to geek.... for oxbridge classes, i voluntered to do next week's discussion.. i spent 1 hour today preparing for it and i didn't get too far.. i managed to almost finish it all.. but still.. i got lost halfway in my work.. my topic of discussion? the existance or non-existance of a god.. of course i will vote for existence of God.. and the second part.. religion or science? cool eh.. 1 and a half hours.. i think it will be a blast!! yay.. haha.. ok.. 15 more days.. i can't wait.. 15 days. 15 days.....football on sunday was so fun.. against the angel team.. we finally won 3-2... i was playing centre defence.. haha.. feel how it is to be john terry.. just a lot shorter.. haha.. ok.. i don't really know what else to babble about.. so goodnite..

Yaoq out

2006-03-04T21:53:00.000Z

something puzzles me a lot.. here i am in ENGLAND, the country where everyone speaks English and no other language.. somehow i seem to be speaking more chinese than in singapore and somehow my chinese has improved.. not bad for someone who used to speak in chinglish (half chinese half english) now can speak chinese.. i understand like most of the cantonese here too.. like almost everyone who can speak mandrin can speak cantonese.. i was just watching fantastic four and when the part where ben just steps out into space i just thought of scuba diving.. like when you first make the jump it doesn't seem that bad.. but once you're in the water, before you deflate your BCD you just feel like you're swimming.. but once you start to decend, you look down and it's like.. woah... it's like cool.. it's so deep and like nice... haha.. just a thought...

Yaoq out

2006-03-01T14:51:00.000Z

yesterday i made 5 pounds... 2 chinese students just came in last night from beijing and they don't speak any english at all.. well some.. and like mr kitch came in half an hour into study period and like went "YQ are you a mandrin speaker?" then i went yes.. then he was like" ok. take your things and come with me, you're not coming back.." then i was like oh my goodness what did i do?? aah... then today lydia told me that she was like what happen? anyway.. he wanted me to translate chinese for them because he couldn't keep writing everything down... and they didn't speak cantonese... so i was like oh man.. my chinese ain't that good.. and woah.. at least i get to skip study period.. haha.. so i started speaking to them.. first, it's so cool.. they're like brother and sister and he's 22 and she's 20.. then also the china girl looks so familiar.. like i seen her before.. and then after like 1 hour of translating english to chinese and vice versa, i got paid 5 pounds by mr kitch... it was so fun.. haha.. they aren't staying in school main building so like it's home stay and i had to speak to the house owners also.. hahaha.. cool eh.. it's like $15 for 1 hour of speaking chinese.. and i got to pon 1 hour of lesson too... :D

Yaoq out

2006-02-25T19:21:00.000Z

wooh!! today soccer leisure centre. harborough churches vs robert hall. i played.. 90 minutes plus stoppages. full match. we had NO substitudes at all. 2/3 into the game bill got injured and had to go off. (he's an old man. like maybe 60)so we played the remainder of the match with 10 men. final score... 3-1 to harborough... yeah!! goals scored by craig, craig and simon. man of the match? yours truly with 11 voters, final voting tally, 8 - 2 - 1.. i won the man of the match.. wooh wooh yeah.. MAN OF THE MATCH BABY!!! twice in a week with 1 more tomorrow. i had 1 assist and started another play which led to another goal. position i played? right wing.. i'm not even right footed.. i was a crazy man. running from defence to attack.. mad mann.. crazy... aidy was like so grateful that i was covering back cos they were attacking down the flank after a while cos im so small.. on the break.. run past 2 guys, pull the ball past them and pass in to craig and wham!! score 3 to harborough.. game... yeah!! game 3 tomorrow. training in the early afternoon and 6 a side match in the later part of the afternoon. purple jerseys.. yeah... ok.. i'll get back in another time..

Yaoq out

2006-02-25T13:13:00.000Z

i think i am a little psycho.. so far this week, i have played soccer on wednesday afternoon with the school against another school called Dixie Grammar school. We lost that match somethihng like 1-1.. (in the second half) and 8-0 in the first.. however,i was like man of the match voted by Mihail, Emma, Tanya, George, and a few others. the only goal scored by our team was scored by Audu and guess who got the assist? Me doi.. i passed the ball up all the way from left back.. the ball bounced and i was like wooh... bang.. all the way to the other goal.. altogether i played a total of 4 positions. i started in centre midfield and moved to the left wing. after that i played right back and the in the second half switched to left back... it was a so fun being the one man defence because we were playing a 4-4-2 position and changed to a 3-4-3 of course, the first defender was alex who knows nothing about the offside trap and bonat was like wearing a fleece under his jersey. who wears a fleece under the jersey. we were laughing so hard when he came on. his soccer skills are not there at all.. so anyway, on wednesday night, i went for football with harborough churches along with little femme who was totally lousy. i was like the star keeper for shots and i scored the first goal, a volley from the right side to the bottom corner of the goal. i was like a shen because ida and ola was not there. then, im also playing soccer on saturday, in a match, and sunday there's training and then another match for harborough churches and then school respectively.. i am really a nut case. maybe i can get some photos of the match hopefully so that i have proof of how good i am.. :)... ok.. just finish playing pool with benson. just spenet the last 2 hours talking in chinese.. it was cool... haha.. ok.. going to sleep le.. got to get enough rest, going to be fully maxed out my bod tomorrow...

Yaoq out

2006-02-20T04:49:00.000Z

for those of you keeping score, i got 14 for my o levels. chemistry a1, english a2, a maths a2, everything else b3, chinese c6. yes, i know i suck. so too bad for me. in the last 1 and a half weeks since i last wrote in, it has been a rollercoaster or emotions for me. starting with the steep climb of emotions to the highest point where i was mixing well with everyone here and was good and happy and anticipating the release of my o level results. then the steep downhill drop off the first hill in the rollercoaster. friday. the o level results were out. when i realised i got 14, it was WHAM. right smack in the face. it was spit on my face, kick you in the area which God meant to be treated nicely FANTASTIC... then after 2 days of mopping, sunday was better. spent 4 hours talking to people, just sitting there and talking. throughly enjoyed that.. and then, the boredom of half term set in. classes which i was supposed to have were not there and ergo, i had the whole day free. epso facto, i had the whole week free. nine days of market harborough. for those of you who i have complained to about the town, you will know how boring it is. absolutely no cinema and no forms of entertainment. thus, i spent most of the first 2 days playing pool.. joana was not around, marc was back from france which meant shi han was busy.. on tuesday, the next fall. it was vday... for all you back home who are like in jc's and all you will understand how depressing it can be, especially when there's nothing to do. so on wednesday, i decided to actually use the file dividers that mum sent and started filing my stuff and doing work. so far so good with the work. wednesday night. football. from brooke house, only femmi (small) and i went for football. i really don't like that guy. imagine zhen yang if he can play soccer what it would be like, then multiply that by like 10 times, negatively... first we had to walk to the leisure centre. that *** decided to leave 40 minutes early because i didn't want to take a taxi cab with me. how now, we walk for 10 minutes and he starts panicing and says that we are going to be late. (we were more than halfway there.)i told him he can run with me if he wants, and the weakling of course didn't.. so when we were walking past the graveyard, i decided to give the small jacka** a run for his money.. he said we should jog past it.. i decided to do a little striding and i left him so far behind i had to suddenly brake and start walking backward just to catch up. during soccer, i out ran him with a 10m deficit so many times and he still thinks he can run faster than me. after football, that monkey didn't have the guts to run back home with me cos he was scared he was going to be late (we had 40 minutes). so what does he do, he begs people to give us a lift bac to school and i felt so embarassed. the only reason why i hang around him is because he plays football and ida was injured.. thursday, joanna was back. it wasnt that bad. i spent the whole day studying downstairs for 2 reasons. first, the stupid vietnamese keep congreating in the room next to mine and the walls are like paper thin that i can hear every damn thing that goes on. and secondly, if there's a hot girl downstairs who is willing to study with me and talk to me why not? i mean not that i'm attracted to her or anything in THAT way, but she's nice, and plus its good eye candy.. and she's not that bright when it comes to maths which happens to be my forte.. however, teaching is not.. so it dun make no diff.. thursday night.. was sitting downstairs. the people who were there were, me, joanna, ida, femmi(small), femmi(big), roro(ida's grl from china), lydia(sum korea girl who ain't too bad lookin), audu(the other fast nigerian guy), ricardo(some new kid from angola), and some nigerian girl who borro my laptop.. we were sitting there and suddenly roro ask do you think a person can walk on water, like take 3 steps. and of course, i said can. ida said can.. why? because we are sprinters. femmi(both) said cannot. and big femmi and ida got into a nice long 20 minute argument which started from walking on water, moved to english maths and probability and ended up at the matrix(architect from ep 2). it was so funny and we were all like just sitting there laughing our bumboklots off.. audu was just standing there saying yes to everything that was said which just made it all the more funnier. friday, had football training for our match on wednesday. i think we have a serious problem. we have a defunctional defence in bonat who can't clear the ball, is slow, can't hold his offside line and is pretty dumb too. i got a big fat accidental elbow thrown right smack in my face by yours truely the dysfunct defender, then femmi was talking his mouth off like it would help him to score that we didn't even bother to put a defender to mark him because he either wouldn't get the ball or would get the ball and do something stupid to lose it by himself. anyway, i was quite scared for my first team place because the new guy is leftie too and he is good... anyway, i've retained my place and femmi is playing bench warmer. sunday he said that he likes to be a sub because when everyone is tired.. (i said.. you can keep up with the game) friday night at 11.30pm, i got a really obscene call from SOMEONE wishing me a happy birthday. well, all credit due, the timing was pretty good, and it wa really a surprise so kudos to that SOMEONE. and it really meant a lot to me too.. probably the most since only 4 people remembered. saturday, some people here who i accidentally leaked out to before and who said they would not forget, totally forgot. i didn't go for the school disco because firstly i'm underage to drink and i don't dance which is probably all you do. i decided to treat myself nice and i went out and bought chinese takeaway and a kebab with 4 pc garlic bread. c'mon. don't judge me.. you would feel like that too if everyone forgot your birthday and SOME people remembered days later after SOMEONE told them.. and i don't think many people remembered anyway so it's ok. someone wished me happy birthday so as far as i'm concerned i'm ok..sunday.. football again.. everyone was late and only like 9 people showed up. one day femmi is going to get his due from me. he has to realise that football is as the name suggests played with the FEET and not the mouth.. i have also managed to work on this thing on the pitch known as a stepover.. after football, so tired. went to sleep. woke up at 1230am and couldn't manage to go back to sleep again after that. so many thoughts on my mind. school, going home, old friends, new friends, life in the future, match on wednesday, how short the week actually is... so many thoughts. so at 4am i decided to get out of bed since i can't sleep, do some work, write this stupid post, and pray very hard that i will be fine the next day. i mean i've done this many times before. i only have a full day tomorrow with NO free periods at all. so i'll be fine.. anyway.. nothing else to write already so..

Yaoq out

2006-02-06T21:23:00.000Z

sam and i are like the 2 stooges... haha. we always stay in our room and the ppl who know us say our life is very fun.. lesson, go to room.. come down... eat... lesson.. go to room... lesson.. go to room... you get the idea... haha. so today, they were trying to force us out of our rooms.. haha. during lunch, sam was told that he was very quiet and that i was too.. only that when i talk, people can hear (unlike him).. haha. so anyway... all the girls were forcing us to come out of our room.. so what i do? i bring my work downstairs, or i go watch tv.. and when i mean watch tv, i just sit there and see all the crazy ppl dancing to the hip hop or r&b on mtv the whole day... dots... haha...but anyway... today, i finally gave in to boredom during chemistry.. he was going on and on about rate of reaction which i am so good at.. why? all because of a silly gorilla..... maths also.. i sit there half the time waiting for justyna (the polish one) to finish explaining to him this question: " a virus is speading such that the number of people infected increases by 4% a day. initially 100 people were diagnosed with the virus. how many days will it be before 1000 people are infected" the debate was whether it was 59 or 60days. i mean... what is so hard to understand that the number of people must exceed more than 1000 before you can say it has exceeded 1000.. but for a gorilla i guess it must be hard to understand.. so physics.. he was doing pressure. i slept for half the lesson.. and when i woke up, i decided to excuse myself to go to the toilet and i walked around school for a while. it was good the cold, to wake me up... but after that, i realised i should have went back to sleep.. diaoz... the other chemistry lesson was a practical today... titration (which the gorilla couldn't read english and put the vinegar in the burette instead of the pipette and the NaOH into the pipette instead of the burette).. i got so many different values because using this stupid thing called pheonalphtalin which can change colour with CO2.. which was so irritating.. anyway, due to my past experiences with ACS chemistry lessons, i was able to get the answer quite accurately... anyway, yoana left market harborough for the weekend, so i didn't catch her on friday to help her do her ankle, when she got back it was ok le.. *i think* but at least now everytime she sees me she smile and wave and talk to me... (she is also one of those trying to get me out of my room) i think i can do maths hw with her cos she is also doing mechanics (same as me) almost the same timing.. haha.... today's dinner was fried rice which totally sucked compared to the ones i cooked on sat and sunday.... hahaha.. oh yes.. shan (singapore) came to soccer on sunday.. dunno why.. i think cos mark was there (niger).. i realise mark and i have this like super connection which was on display during offense-defence practice when i keep putting the ball over the back 4 right to him.. my crossing has improved so much and i am so much a better winger now than i ever was... my free kick from middle-d is pretty good.. i have made my school first team choice for winger (with the pace and the grit and the skill.. maybe not so much.. just the first 2...) for the warm up match on 22 feb... so cool!!! hahaha...i am also a regular with the HCFC league team.. haha.. boo hoo to all you back home.. chris (singapore) tried to give me a hair cut saying that he needed the hair for a bio experiment... bleahx.. yeah rite.... haha..i just found out today that dimitar(bulgaria) has a fetish for ears and plays with pepe's and nicholay's (bulgaria male's) a lot.. haha. it was so funny.. thomas(china) and i have this super cool thing going on on the field.. we bad talk each other team in chinese right in front of them and insult them in chinese to each other(complain how lousy they are) and they don't know a thing..... haha.. ok. going to bath after study period (a complete waste of 1.5 hours of my life)

Yaoq out

2006-02-03T23:56:00.000Z

so it snowed yesterday, and the weather is getting colder just when i thought it was warming up. yoana sprained her ankle on wednesday, i offered to help get it right today, and she said yes, but after dinner she wasn't around. i got her number at least... haha.. i did my first lit essay yesterday and today.. wrote 3 sides which the other nigerian girls said i was crazy.. today, i decided that i am going to take thai air back in march.. i have until monday to book it. i hope i can get a seat.. i need the money tooo.... i am coming out of my "shell" and today, i spent my time around girls.. and the gorilla.. who kept bugging and bugging me so.. i think i am going high.. in maths class, i was making like all sorts of jokes about the question like if there are 200 ants in a population and they increase by 10% every year, how many are there in 10 years. guess what i said, 500... because they die also... right now, i am sitting the the game room waiting for my turn at pool (yes, that is what i do every friday night after cooking my own dinner...)playing with 2 china man and 1 bulgaian.. so far have won 2 games, and lost 1 by scoring the white after the black which was so totally tyco.. because the stupid white ball rolled all around the table and went in to the opposite pocket. i AM getting better at the game.. ok. hang on.. i am going to play now.. write after i win... haha.. hang on..

*break... playing pool*

ok.. if you are reading this, it means i have lost.. TWICE! i was unlucky with the 8-ball. my game is always so good until the 8-ball... first one i shot totally off the table, and second i miss the hole from point blank!!! i am so angry with my game.. anyway... anyway, i am having quite a fun time here.. my days are finally picking up.. i am mixing with more people.. and moreover.. i am hanging out with the ladies.. haha.. you know how i always sweep my hair from my fringe casually.. haha.. that day during lit, mr benz was late, so we were in the work room.. and all the nigerian girls were like.. "oh! did you see how he just sweep his hair..." we were talking about skin heads and somehow, they find that charming? attractive? haha.. anyway.. it was like so cooll.. haha... and of course i pretended that i didn't know what they were saying... hahaha.. anyway.. will try to settle ticket with mum tomorrow... so i'll go play somemore pool and check in another time...

Yaoq out

2006-02-01T22:58:00.000Z

i cannot play with most of the people here in my school. honestly, they are too lousy even for my standard. some are ok, like ida, ola and pepe... HOWEVER..... let me just tell u a short story on the other players... we start with femi... he is 16 (like me) and a little taller.. he plays striker and thinks he is soooo damn good.. he thinks he is so fast and just for fun everytime there is a loose ball, i always beat him to it even though i am behind him.. he is slow... and he keeps holding the ball and dunch pass even though he can't do nuts with it.. like pepe for instance.. he dribbles past 2 or 3 people, and he pass the ball to someone.. this stupid little twert, dribble past 1 person, like the feeling and keep trying to do it until he lose the damn ball.. and the best part is? there are 3 people in the box waiting for him.. he is a striker and he dun pressure the opposing team for the ball.. he just stood there watching "Stu" (the bergkamp lookalike) dribble the ball past him.. as a result, he scored a goal.. dumb rite.. after the game, he keep bragging and bragging how good he is and all.. he is 16, acts like he is some big shot, keeps firing his mouth away like ANYONE is listening to him at all.. the only reason i hear him is because he is so damn loud.. i don't like him at all.. he is so arrogant.. (worse than me.. serious) and like.. people correct him and he don't want to listne.. think of zhen yang... times 3... that's how pissifying he is... now on to femme... the guy who has this super fake british accent (you can definitely tell it's fake..) and who keeps liking to correct people even if they're not wrong.. he is like a leng joon.. but worse.. he runs like a damn penguin.. and scored an own goal.. i mean anyone who can score an own goal past his own keeper (pepe, who is a super good keeper) must really be something.. he gets the ball in defence, corner himself.. and watch the ball... lousy players... anyway, the kitchen man is coming to check on me soon and make jokes about "all yq's who are not in bed, will get hot water poured on their head..."..."alright happy...." !@#@#$%^&* continue someother time when i got more time to write..

Yaoq out

2006-02-01T14:43:00.000Z

first and foremost, let me wish everyone a very happy chinese new year. gong xi fa cai and all that nonsence... life here is fun. i've been doing nothing much for the past few days and its been pretty fun, not so bad.. i cooked on friday, sat and sunday. on sat and sunday, i fried noodles. and mushrooms in my rice cooker. takes so long to cook. its a rice cooker for a reason. doi... but the food when laid out looked very tantelizing (it's a word...).. yesterday i was so pissed of at my neighbours.. 1120 at night and the stupid music was on. i was so fed up of banging my door to hint to him, i went to his room and knock on the door.. and he wasnt there. i went to the toilet and gave him a piece of my mind... stupid viets. so uncommunal.... sunday's soccer was so fun. i was out running this 2 nigerian fatsos who i kept pissing off by sneaking up behind them and waiting for the ball to be pumped forward before deciding to run circles around them.. haha.. this guy was so pissed off hee started trying to hit (no on btw) me and he once shoved me into the ground with a big fat "accidental" elbow.. so. i got angry but i didnt do anything. anyway, let the game speak right? i scored ONE goal (out of 10) and when i scored that goal, he tried to tackle me and i shoved him into the post.. haha.. too bad... i scored right in front of goal.. haha.. anyway, i realized something. out of the 10 goals that my team scored, i had a foot in like 7 of them. as in the ball came direct a pass from me... well.. anyway, going off to do something else now... bb

Yaoq out

2006-01-25T22:59:00.000Z

it must suck to be me physically now these past few days. on saturday, i played soccer with the church. i was in the game the last 10 minutes, and guess what happened to me the first thing i was on the field? i was playing right wing and i got slided by the stupid left back who i totally smoked to the ball. so anyway, i won a corner for the team but i didn't realise he took my knee until the next day. on sunday, i didn't go to church cos all the churches in town combine with the RC church and it's something i'm totally not comfortable with. so anyways, on to soccer... started running a while, and then felt the strain on both knees from a) the sliding tackle, and b) the ultimate sprinting. then, mihial, the cher in charge was shielding me from the ball (and vice versa) and so happens his elbow finds my mouth and hits me so hard that blood starts coming out. so now, i have 2 holes in my lower lip and 1 in my upper lip. it is so hard and painful to eat and i have to stick my lower lip out and it is getting all crispy (as kb said in the daily show to promote underworld 1). so anyways.. today, wednesday, it was street soccer... brooke house vs the church team. this guy happens to run into me while i'm defending and cos he is like so fat(and totally useless on the field), not bumps, but bangs into me and i tumble backwards heels over head. sprained my left wrist, so i am typing this in great discomfort and agony. then not enough.. i am so short, that when the centre back header the ball from me, his elbow punch me in the mouth.. i am so light here that everytime i get to the ball first, i kena push into the air wall.. and i bounce off. i don't score any goals... yet i still enjoy playing soccer.. at least i didn't complain in public to anyone, i played on strong like a real man should. the bulgarian resembling john stanley (from 4.5) who talks a lot of crap and thinks he's so damn good (the bulg, not john) got shot in the stomach and tt was it, he didn't play again. he came back to school and was lying there groaning and writhing about in pain.. do you know how many times on average that happens to me? femme, this nigerian guy. jumped for header, and got kneed in the thigh.. drop on the spot and started almost crying.. like writhing and grabbing his thigh and all.. i mean.. come on.. i don't even do that.. all i do is a couple of rolls and win a free kick. anyway, "it's in the Lord's plan" that my master hand was injured.. something must be up. anyway, the kitchen is coming in to check soon and i have to take care of my wrist first.. so check in another time..

Yaoq out

2006-01-21T10:32:00.000Z

i've not written in for almost a week and i'm sorry for that. as i sit in my room on a saturday morning listening to Because of You by Kelly Clarkson, i reflect on the week that had just passed me by. the Lord has indeed been good to me in this week. He has helped me to open up and spend more time in civilization instead of cooping up in my room. i've met and spent time with the bulgarians and nigerians in the games room and in the tv room. usual conversation which would just take place in the class room now takes place all over campus. i'va also found out more about sam and played pool with him (yesterday night until like 1am..). He has also helped me recover from what i would call a mini-cold.
you remember the nigerian aime? he's been here a week and is so starting to be a drag.. he keeps clicking to me.. i mean who is the one who has more "homeboy's" here... he spends almost 70% of my time with me.. he keeps showing up at my room unannounced, keeps asking me what lessons are on (i mean you have a damn timetable too), calls me at least 5 times a day.. (my handphone not free hor..) and keeps clicking to me.. one day if a girl (who i like) does that to me, i won't mind.. but c'mon.. a GUY.. and what's more, older than me by 2 years, and looks like a gorilla... i mean.. give me a damn break... anyway, after i write this, i'm going to go down for breakfast and play soccer after that. i'll do my laundry when i get back. this week, i've cooked twice in my room after either not feeling like going down for dinner or what ever other reason. yesterday night, i went down for dinner, took a plate and collected some meat, then i packed it in tissue, and came back and cut it up and made noodles with pork and chicken.. haha.. after cutting the pork up, it tasted a bit like char siew.. haha.. so anyway.. to yaoqi and jess.. i'm so going to poke both of you back(poke poke poke poke poke)...... diaoz... anyway, i'm starting to feel hungry, so i'll write again soon.. i promise it won't be another week...

Yaoq out

2006-01-16T19:28:00.000Z

before you read this article, please spend a minute in silence for Alvin Tan, a dear brother and friend who has returned to the Lord 2 days ago. All condolences go out to everyone who knows him..

i got to play for the team on saturday, and played with the school team on sunday.. came back both days super muddy, but i managed to get my laundry done.. cool eh.. ME doing laundry.. haha. the churches in leicestershire have like their own soccer league.. 2 divisions somemore.. alas, i was playing in the cup tie between harborough churches and rugby bilion.. wicked name rite.. not so.. they are in league 1 and we are in league 2.. hoping for a lutton vs liverpool.. yeah.. hoping only.. because i was only allowed to play in the second half, we lost.. like 10-2 or something.. and we were playing at home summore... sux rite.. at least dun need to be so ashamed.. firstly, they were the league champions of last season and even 'boro lost 7-0 to ars this week... secondly.. the much bragged about Nigerian talent didn't show up, thus, we were left with a team of like old men close to 40.. the only 3 ppl i know in the premiership who are that old are sheringham, shearer and speed.. (why all 's' one?) on sunday i played with the school people who are mainly the bulgarians and the nigerians with 2 chinese excluding me.. so that makes 3 china men. there were only 12 of us btw, so ended up playing 6 a side.. unfortunately for me, i ended up on the nigerian team... booh... why? because they only know how to dribble and shoot.. no idea how to pass, look around or cross.. not to sound braggish or anything, but, the china people in the school team are way better than everyone else... seriously.. why? because firstly, 2 out of the 3 of us are short.. and when you are short and can play soccer, means you usually have something special that you possess.. and you know what else? not to blow my own horn, but i am THE best dead ball specialist in the whole damn team.. i am the only one who can actually cross decent balls with both feet.. in singapore, i can't even cross for nuts, and i would usually play like running man.. here, i am like a joe cole liddat.. (i know.. dream on) but seriously.. now i know why nigeria will never win the world cup, why they will never play proper european or even asian football.. simply because they have no bloody teamwork.. and add that to the fact that they are so ego... i mean.. their head are like going to burst liddat.. and this coming from me.. an egomaniac myself... you do the imagining... oh ya.. they can't run for nuts.. if the whole country is like them, hey singapore.. you better go join olympics marathons.. we will beat them straight out... aime is getting a little clingy.. luckily for me he doesn't stay in my room.... he only stays here 75% of the time.. what a wimp.. he's 18 and doesn't even want to mix with people from his own country.. he is like uugh... so so clingy.. it's getting kinda irritating now. i need my own space man... he keeps showing up at my door unannounced and even though i don't spend much time with other people, i'd rather spend some time alone.... man.. what is he? a big wimp?!?! can't he spend some time by himself??? i'm feeling more and more tired lately... i don't know why.. it's like i've grown used to the idea that fatigue is an essential part of my day.. drifting off during the boring lessons is no exception.. take for instance today's physics lesson.. first, stupid old man teacher talk and write so slow.. second.. he is doing the work that i have already done for the students who just decided to join us, and third the work is like o level work like that!! you know for maths, i have gone through 3 books already, i have finished core maths 1 and 2 and am now on mechanics.. it is so infuriating for these things. i feel like skipping physics class tomorrow because he is just going to repeat the same thing again and again.. how was i to know that i should have brought work to do today.. and the worst part is that no matter how tired i am, i can't sleep during the lesson because aime keeps tapping me on the shoulder to talk to me and tell me that the lesson is dry.. i mean.. don't i look like i know? hello!! i'm about to fall asleep!!! bleahx.. anyway, tomorrow, i'm going to bring maths work to do for next week's lesson, and i'm going to bring my lit notes to write up, and if that is not enough, i am going to bring pride and prejudice into class just in case... why can't the chinese and hongkies learn english!! i mean it's so pissifying that i can speak their lingo and they can't even understand mine.. hey. you're in ENGLAND.. so speak ENGLISH.. so the teacher can stop trying to put everything in simple terms for you... teachers like going out of point and try to be english teachers because of the china men... leave that to the efl teachers... it's half past seven and i wanna go to sleep.. i don't even know if there's this thing called prep which i am supposed to go for.. what a drag.. i mean what's the use of having prep once a week? you're supposed to have it once a day.. blahhh.. cooked packet noodles to eat yesterday because i was so tired after soccer and did not feel like waiting till dinner to eat.. i think part of the reason God sent me here was so that i would grow up. i mean do you know how many things i have to do by myself? i have to go to the supermarket (only went to buy drinks so far), do the laundry, wash and fold clothes.. cook, clean up my room and make sure that i can live in it.. every other fact of life that i have to take care of myself and etc...it's almost like if i go back home and i move out, i can survive.. HAH.. world, bring married life on.. i'm well prepared to run a home.. and even survive witha super clingy person.. ok.. don't know what to say anymore, so i'll try to pack up my place, check if there's prep and go sleep..

Yaoq out

2006-01-13T20:29:00.000Z

hi everyone.. today has been a good day... :) the day started off with lit.. yesterday, lit was soo boring.. so i fell asleep during the class.. haha. today, i went in for class and i met the 2 nigerian girls, essay and elsbeth.. they started complaining about how boring yesterday's lesson was... haha.. so what i do? i chip in my 2 cents worth haha.. then elsbeth said she saw me sleeping.. haha.. and essay was sleeping too.. haha.. today, i caught all THREE nigerian girls sleeping... hahahah... well.. anyway, i've decided that Hero IS my favourite character in much ado about nothing in many many ways.. i'll prob have to write an essay about it so not now.. bahhh... haha.. after lunch, i went for chem dreading the long lesson (double period = 3 hours...) with first mr wright and then mr roberts.. so.. me goes in and what i discover? another student!!! how cool is THAT!! finally someone else.. the guy's name is aime kanu and he from nigeria.. haha.. and what else? he's taking all the same subjects as me, just no lit.. he only taking 3 subjects.. physics, chem and maths.. so during the break, i talky talky to him and what i found out? he also want to do chemical engeneering.. haha.. where? imperial college.. hahah... how cool...... haha.. finally.. haha.. and what else? he was like "by God's grace i can get into imperial." so i'm like:"you are christian?" well... at least he's catholic.. close enough.. haha.. not like i'm dating him or anything.. haha. so after the chem class, we went for maths (not I anymore.. haha) and at first, i was so so so pissed, cos the teacher was no where to be found, and i not sure if the room printed on the timetable correct, cos the lit class in the room E2... so we walked to high street, no one.. and walk back... then.. wanted to go Mrs Bourland office to complain.. (as usual...) and we met the maths cher on the way.. and guess who it was? justyna.. haha.. you want to know what else about justyna, she polish.. haha.. and i was like north of germany rite.. well.. it was north east.. so i'm at least half correct.. haha.. history.. haha.. now.. maths is like my favourite class.. as long as it's tuesday or friday.. the monday one will still be boring.. but now at least i have companion in all my classes.. haha.. yay!! then he's like going to be my best friend.. haha.. i already had him in my room.. well.. not had.. but had... haha.. the good news also, is that deryl had a back pain.. (well that's not good..) but at least now, i got into the team which i was dropped from because too full.. so at least not.. i can play tomorrow!!! yay... haha.. what a good day... haha.. aime (yes.. aim me summore) was watching the videos i made.. to those of you who know... and he said it was good.. haha.. he want to learn from me... bahahahaha... to all of you.... haha.. some one want to learn from me... bleahx.. haha.. well.. time to go do work liao.. haha...

Yaoq out

2006-01-13T09:20:00.000Z

lit rox!! i'm going to have so much fun doing my lit texts.. i'm doing 2 books titled emma by jane austen and much ado about nothing by shakespeare.. i've already got plans for both.. i'm going to get the dvd and watch both.. why? cos kb is acting in both.. cool eh.. oxford rox too.. just nice the course i wanna do if i go there (english lit) has kb as alumni.. haha.. what a coincedance.. (bleahx.. not thinking how to spell..) so tired... blahhhh... anyway, the other 2 books im doing is poetry by keats and street car named desire.. haha..but my favourite 2 books going to be emma and much ado.. i've already got a favourite character in much ado.. kb.. oops.. i mean Hero... haha.. ok.. i wanna go catch a nap.. bb..

Yaoq out

2006-01-12T19:15:00.000Z

blahhhh... i really dun like lim kay tong, or as many people put it, kay tong lim... blah blah blah blah.. he got to act in movie with kb.. brookedown palace.... blah.. i want to be a director when i grow up.. ngeh... haha.. or actor.. blah blah.. blah..... lim kay tong sux.. haha... either that or i want to be his friend so he can intro me.. hahaha... ok.. bye..

Yaoq out

2006-01-12T11:00:00.000Z

>i couldn't have you go away without having you understand something.
>well, you don't have to explain anything to me.
>i do, cause you're acting like i didn't love you.
>evelyn, loving you kept me alive. i should have died over there. when i was in that water, i made a deal with God. i told Him i was sorry, i told Him that i knew i'd been a fool for leaving you for trying to go over there and be a hero. and i'd promised that i'd never ask for anything again, if i could just see you one more time. and you know what? it was worth it. you kept me alive evelyn, you brought me home. so i'm going to stand by my end of the deal and i'm gonna walk away and not ask for anything. but i just wanna know why. will you tell me please evelyn, just tell me why.
>rafe, i'm pregnant.
>oh God.
>i didn't even know until the day you turned up alive. then all this happened. i haven't told danny. i don't want him to know. all he needs to think about is how to do this mission and get back alive. rafe, all i ever wanted is for us to have a home and grow old together, but life never asked me what i wanted. now i'm gonna give danny my whole heart, but i don't think i'll ever look at another sunset without thinking of you. i love you my whole life.

haha.. oops.. got a little carried away with pearl harbor there.. bleahx... oh well. haven't written in the past 2 days. sorry for that, haven't been feeling too good lately. i'm actually admitting that i was scared to go out and walk the streets because of 1 bad experience. but i'm slowly gaining back my confidance. leave me on a street alone and i'll survive. put me on a pitch with a ball and i'm confident as ever... played street soccer yesterday on a pitch which is almost as big as a real field.. maybe like 3/4 the size.. cool eh.. played with the market harborough churchs football club. haha.. HCFC. apparently, they have a league. their game is on saturday, and they asked me if i wanted to play.. haha.. played with the nigerians on my team yesterday. they're good technically and stuff, but they can't shoot for nuts and do all the other stuff that are important in front of goal. no wonder very few africans make it in the premiership.. haha. anyway, the people there are nice, and at first, i was quite afraid that they would be as i feared and that would leave me to be paranoid. started of as forward, and got the first shot at goal. unfortunately, the ball just rolled wide of the post because i tried a reverse angle shot. found out that i am not bad a defender, bacause i can manage to hold up the ball, turn and make the clearance. haha. i am also hounding everyone like a mad dog... haha.. sorry loong... oh ya. by the way.. a birthday shout out to loong:"happy belated birthday, in case i don't log on by tmr.." someone please sound him out.. thanks... yeah. so anyway, comparatively to that standard, i am not that bad a player.. haha yes yes.. the ego.. well.. it's finally something i feel confident about in this new land.. haha.. took the brooke house bus back yesterday night and just got back in time for my curfew.. changed, sprayed some deo and jumped into bed.. haha.. don't worry, i wasn't that sweaty.. haha.. its winter.. how much body heat do you need to lose when you run around.. hahah.. i reckon that when i go home, i'll bve a much better player than i was simply because i'll play twice to three times a week here with people of different types.. english people too.. and that includes proper training.. hahah... well done rite? :D so anyway, i haven't run around in like 2 weeks before yesterday and today, my whole body is aching from the exercise.. haha.. diaoz.. but i had this super cool shot which i was so happy.. haha.. i cut in from right wing.. push the ball and took a shot.. the shot flew upwards, then last minute dip... it was so nice.. unfortunately, the keeper managed to tip the ball over the bar.. darn.. haha.. oh ya. played with a guy who looked like dennis bergkamp.. haha.. maybe next time in the future i'll ask him for a photograph... haha.. cool eh... haha.. don't know what to write except that i am feeling very tired in between classes and fell asleep during lit.. oops.. haha.. going to have 2 physics and 1 chemistry.. the electron shell one.. xian diao.. sure sleep one... blahhhh... i'm running out of clean clothes and sweets.. have to go down some day when it's not so dark as it's not the dark i'm afraid of, its the people.. and i have to try to do laundry tonight.. haha.. anyone know how to get blood stain out of white clothes?? haha.. ok. gotta go for class now.. check in soon..

Yaoq out

2006-01-09T16:03:00.000Z

my prayer:"Lord, help me through the day. help me to meet people who i can be a blessing to and who can be a blessing to me. help me stay away from sin even though it is so evident around me. guide my path o'Lord. forgive those who call me names and help me be strong. remind me through them o Lord, who i really am. this world is not my home Lord and you know that best. Protect me and my properties Lord that even though people may mock me, i will be safe. send Your angels to protect me and watch over every step i take. correct my path Lord, that i may walk with you and only where you want me to go. help me to achieve my objective in coming here which is to study and do well for your glory. help me to be a man of strength and not a strong man. at the same time, Lord keep me fit and help me to stay strong and healthy. keep me from injuries. though i may be tempted, give me the strength to keep from violence even though it is so easy and seems to be right thing to do. i pray that you help me to steer clear from the path of loneliness as it will devour me like a wolf. help me stay strong, and may Your blessings follow me all the days of my life. in Jesus name i pray, amen"

Yaoq out

2006-01-09T13:08:00.000Z

the worst thing to face here is not the weather, or the chinese and viets, or even the noisiest neighbours. the workload is nothing, and i am actually rather grateful for it. the worst thing here is loneliness. it is just a passing phase, but while it lasts, it can drive you maddddd... i remember the times that i have spent alone back home and i realize that it is sort of similar to here what i am experiencing now. just that back home, i have something to fall back on, at least my security in life is the Lord... going for class soon.. check back soon..

Yaoq out

2006-01-07T22:57:00.000Z

*this post contains language which may be offensive to some so please use view discretion to read, or do not read*

today, i went to leicester city.. nott the football club, the main city.. when we came out, it was so cold.. because it snowed today in the morning (hahaha.. *laughs at everyone back home*)... yes! it snowed!!! funky eh? i walked around town in the snow.. haha.. cos was on the school campus tour.. so anyway.. went to leicester city and came out of the train station looked around, first store i saw sold guitars... 200 pounds for like a guit which has a super nice wood finish.. natural.. yeah.. don't know what i'll do.. heh.. maybe buy one home.. haha.. so anyway.. walked up and down the street following mum cos she was looking for some RICE... i mean.. who misses rice... certaintly not I.. so anyway, ended eating indian buffet.. was not bad.. at least the guy came and talked to us during the meal, cos we were the only people there.. heh.. why we did not eat anything else? everywhere else was closed for lunch (after 2pm all places close for lunch).. so anyway, i figured something out by now.. mum can't jaywalk for nuts... she is also quite blur.. haha... ok.. so after lunch we walked around town for a while. saw a bookstore called "the works" and went in. the books there were so cheap... its like everything was on discount.. haha.. bought like 6 or 7 books.. William Shakespeare's "romeo and juliet" was only like 49p.. cool eh.. the most expensive book i bought was by Jane Autsten and it cost 1.50 pounds.. haha.. good price eh.. so stayed in there for quite a while.. then went out and started walking into different sports shops.. haha.. heyy.. saw a lot of cool stuff for sale.. haha.. but didn't need to buy anything.. before i get to the meaningful part, let me first say the do NOT ever follow anyone into "Boots" to buy presents for anyone.. mum went in and refused to come out until like close to an hour later.. so bleahx... anyway, down to the part that actually means something.. got dragged around town by mum to look at a pair of boots... she wanted the PERFECT pair.. what a drag.. she walked around and i was her "bodyguard"... how xian.. so, she walks into tonnes of different shoe stores and says:"oh.. i don't like what is for sale.. to see what kind of boots i'm talking about, click "here" its the one in the main pic. those kinda super high boots.. so when we were walking around from shop to shop, i says to her:"look around, do you see the kind of boots the ppl here wear? there's a reason why the shops don't sell the "PERFECT" pair of boots... so we went into another store and another store and blah and blah.. and i stayed outside and waited in the cold cos i was so tired of going into a store, taking off all my outer clothes and putting them back on when i came back out.. i was outside one store for pretty long a time and i was observing the people (yes, something i picked up when i go out and do nothing..) the general public in England is quite ok, but i was looking at the clock tower, and as the time drew to 5pm, the sky is already very dark.. most of the young brits, prolly my age and above to about 20-21... something like that... they are like all punks.. not really say punk-punk lah. but all like just wasting their life, hanging around creating a nuisence *bleahx dunno how to spell* in public.. there were like 20 to 30 of them and they were in the middle of the town square shouting and screaming at the top of their lungs.. guys and girls.. some youths just walk on by decent.. the more mature ones i suppose.. then i think back.. these people are in their home town and i'm the alien... also, these people prefer indians to chinese.. probally because the chinese do NOT have any PR skills whatsoever.. and are especially rude.. but even then, the chinese are actually a general bit much smarter than the brit population and maybe they're jealous.. so anyway, i was thinking.. back home am i actually like them? i hope not.. but inevitably, WAS i like them? being a public nuisence.. i mean.. they're just behaving how i would if i were at home right? i don't know.. hopefully when i go back, i'll behave more humanly.. sorry everyone.. but now i've seen it with my very eyes... that led to a whole new chain of thought.. (yes, i was outside the shop a long time) all these guys and girls are throwing themselves at each other and hugging (not sure if kissing involved) each other like nobody's business.. holding hands.. hugging in public.. i mean.. all around my age, some younger.. some older.. but generally you get the idea.. is this some customary thing here that i'm just not used to or are all these "boyfriends and girlfriends" all so "shui bian" all so heck care about the meaning of a relationship? and it's not just the trouble makers but even the more decent ones.. maybe it's just a customary greeting between males and females here in this co-ed raised country which i am not accustomed to being brought up in a boys school education all my life.. so anyway.. about the issue of racism.. what's the big deal on all that? why are we asians considered inferior to them whites.. i mean i'll give it to them that most of them are good looking.. but why? is it because of the sterotype that white is beautiful? aren't we all beautiful in God's eyes? I will dare to say that I am beautiful because I am a creation of God.. but i'll give it to them that blue eyes and white skin and blonde, brown or even black hair is a real good combination of looks in the human sense.. but that still does not give them any reason or excuse to treat us as inferiors.. most of the asian population IS actually smarter than all these whites.. i mean look at the "ugliest" people on this earth.. Indians, Chinese.. even us Singaporeans.. (sorry, don't mean to offend anyone here.. but it's the truth) we may not be as good looking as some of these whites, but we sure are heck of a lot smarter... i mean.. i'm to some extent a mix of chinese and malay blood.. so i'm a mudblood (in the sense of harry potty) and some of these euros are like mix of what? german and english lets say.. and they are considered a good looking mudblood while people like me are like mud mudbloods.. no sense right? then the good looking mudbloods not smart and the mud-mudbloods are smarter than them, but that gives THEM bragging rights that the muds are inferior to the "pures"? something's gone wrong somewhere.. so would it help if i change my hair colour to like blonde, go for the michael jacko whiteing treatment, go do my knees so that i'm taller.. wear blue contacts, pierce a few parts of my body, start cursing and swearing like nobody's business.. smoke.. screw around and what? i'll be cool? i'll be good looking? no.. i'll have damaged brain cells and have messed up my life.. what actually makes us inferior to them? i mean.. the chinese people can declare war on the whole world and actually win.. i mean.. why do people eat rice? because 1/3rd of the world's population can't be wrong can they? the middle eastern asian have pretty nice eyes themselves.. the singaporeans and japs are actually quite smart (with the exception of ivan lee the cross between both) i've heard from people who mark o level papers at my school, the best papers marked are from singapore... so why are we inferior to them? it can't be just because of skin colour because to some extent, the northern and the western asians are pretty white... STILL, the "whites" are prejudiced against us.. it could only be because of 1 reason why we lose out to them.. we do not have the PR skills that they possess.. i mean, take for instance at school... back home, everyone is like, i do my own thing, you do yours.. not so here.. they form study groups and share info.. as long as you fit in... so.. it's just a messed up process.... now on to the other thought i was processing (told you i was outside the shop a long time) and this is the part with most of the offensive stuff.. the chinese and other people who come here.. when they learn to speak english, who do they think they are? i mean almost every other word that comes out of their mouth is like, starts with "F" and ends with "K" and has 4 letters.. no more hints needed right.. so the people here are like split into 2 categories.. and i'm talking about the school here.. those who have pierced their ears (for guys) and those who did not.. those who did not, actually behave quite gentlemanly.. but those who pierced their ears are the ones i'm talking about.. and the roughians too.. they are like..... i was eating with some china folks the other day, and they asked me where i was staying.. i pointed upstairs and they were like:"f**k, you so lucky.".."hey, he f**king lucky you know".. then further down it's like "f**k this and f**k that.." they can't even use proper english to converse and they are like using words like f**k and s**t as though they are very cool.. the worst is not yet to come.. i know back home words like such sometimes slip my tongue when i'm talking to my guys right? these people are really really bad... i mean to use such inappropriate language in the presence of a lady delibrately is totally unacceptable.. just today on the tour, vincent, some honky.. was like shooting his mouth away with shawn, a prc... our tour leader was emma, some teacher.. and as the name suggests, she's a female... so on the tour, it was slightly snowing and we were getting wet and all.. sam and i were just walking and chatting with each other in between points.. but at the points, these china people were like having their own ball and shouting and talking while emma was trying to give an explaination of the place.. and it wasn't just the both of them, it was a whole group of like 5.. out of a total of 9 people.. i mean, i felt like turning around and slapping the 2 ring leaders and just telling them to shut up and give the lady some damn respect.. worse still, vincent was smoking on the tour (here, the legal smoking age is 16 but the drinking age is 18.. so you can get lung cancer but can't get drunk.. a lot of people here are going to die of lung cancer at a young age..).. then at one stop, i think it was outside the anglican church, vincent was like:" hey miss!" then emma was like:"emma! don't call me miss.. i have a name" (which i was so totally supportive of.. i wouldn't have minded if she had slapped him right there and then..)he was like:" it's f**king cold." i mean WHAT!?!?!?! to a teacher? not only a lady, but a teacher also.. and he's a new student.. so emma was like:"watch your language!" i mean... WHAT!!!?????!??!??!? i'm really confused.. what has his parents been teaching him... what the heck!! i know i curse sometimes.. but never in front of a lady.. it's basic common sense to have basic respect for a lady... then to make things worse, she's a teacher and she allows you to call her by her first name, emma, and not like miss sjdhsjhs or something like that.. and you go call her "eh miss!" i mean what the heck lah.. seriously... screwed up people.. messed up folks.. from messed up countries.. no wonder the whities consider them inferior... oh well.. nothing i can do except watch and scold them in my mind.. liverpool won today against lutton... guess how? it was like a champion's league final replay.. they were actually losing 3-1 then came back to win 3-5... i mean to even let a team like lutton score 3 against champions league winners in the first place is quite sad lah.. yeah... forgot to say.. yesterday's word was matthew 17 and today's word was proverbs 3.... important verse.. seen in the hall of every ACSian.. "trust in the Lord with all thine heart and lean not on your own understanding. Acknowledge the Lord in all your ways and He will guide you and make straight your paths.." i'm still not used to the rules of the school.. they are so liberal as compared to ACS.. i'm not used to living so slack life... haha.. anyway, it's going to be lights out soon and i still have to use the toilet.. going to london tomorrow so will look for a "i heart london" shirt for sisters.. heh.. it cost 31 pounds.. oh.. that reminds me.. charge the batteries for the camera... oh darn it.. forgot to study today.. heh.... oh yes.. did the laundry today but that's another story for another time.. lights out soon.. still loading photos from digital camera.. miss all of ya.. ok.. check in tomorrow.. yuppx.. goodnight..

Yaoq out

2006-01-06T17:44:00.000Z

hi again.. and greetings in Jesus name.. i'm supposed to be at lessons now.. :P well it ain't my fault if i went there then i wasn't informed of the door code, so i went back, and i got the code.. then i went in.. and nobody was in the building at all.. no other classes and nothing.. so i explored the building.. and woah.. it was some scary *insert your own word*... it was like so creepy, so i went out and came back.. its like as dark as the rest of the day gets le.. so there... i just realized how full my days are over here.. i have like only 1 free period a dya, besides wednesday where i'm supposed to do sports.. haha.. i'm like a few who is doing 4 subs... so nah ne nah ne pooh pooh.. hahahha.. well.. i had back to back chem today with 2 different teachers.. that's the ok part.. the boring part, is that 1 lesson is on like balancing equations (which i did in like sec 2 sec 3?) and the other is on like exploring the possibilities of electron shells.. i mean who cares about electron shells!!! show me the goods.. like the experiments.. bahhhhh..... what to do? what to do? i think i'll sign up for volleyball on tuesdays with Tom (the tallest tutor)--(mine too)-- haha.. volleyball is fun.. haha.. i wanna get better at it.. OH MAN!!@@@ my neighbours are at it again.. and they are singing!! aahhhh.. they aren't any good.... heelllppp.. half the viet population are there... aarghhh.. at least have accompaning music.. even if it's gareth gates.. or music from bareback riding.. oops.. i mean brookeback.. anyw the gay cowboy show.. yuppx.. anyway.. i'm gonna go now and sink myself in boredom cos no one's around.. and watch FRIENDS.. or something else.. heh.. goodbyeeeeee...

Yaoq out

2006-01-05T20:52:00.000Z

aargh!! my neighbours are driving me crazy.. the loud music.. with only one song playing since dinner time.. like 3 hours ago.. guess what song? Gareth Gates - say it isn't so.. c'mon man!! tell me it isn't so that they are playing the song over and over again.. i think they are singing along too!! help.. aaahhhhh... ohh.. here they go again.. the skies are dark the..... i thought it was a nice song.. i'm sure it still is a nice song.. not after they've listened to it like what? 500 times? 1000 times? something along those lines... dare i tell them to turn it down? especially with the infamiliar vietnamese voices.. at least speak english man.. you're in the motherland.. so that i can listen to your conversation... bleahx.. ok.. gonna try study and drown out the music.. catch ya another time..

Yaoq out

2006-01-05T15:57:00.000Z

hi everyone.. sorry i didn't write in yesterday, was really really tired.. yuppx.. anyway, my day has been quite eventful.. finally made up my mind, i'm doing lit... haha.. yes yes.. boo all you want..heh.. i'm doing a book called "Much ado about nothing" by the great shakespeare.. I'm gonna start on a book called "Emma" by Jane Austin after the half term break.. and lit class is so cool, only 2 students (me included).. my and a nigerian girl called essay.. haha.. cool rite.. bleahx.. lost my rubber bands.. aargh!!! its in my room somewhere.. i got to find it.. i got to find it.. it can't be lost.. i saw it when i moved in.. aargh.. now i tried to make soup.. but not enough water.. xian diao..heh.. anyhow.... so i went for chemistry class after lunch and i was the only student there.. hahah... during first break, some thai guy came up to me and asked if i was a new student.. of course i said yes.. then i was introduced to the nigerian girl's group.. which invited me to lunch courtesy of the thai guy who saw me sitting alone.. haha.. so i sat with me, the thai guy, and a singaporean girl, a bulgarian girl, and a lot of nigerian girls.. haha. cool rite.. haha.. but i shan't brag about the girls i'm around.. haha.. i shall go back to describing my lessons.. haha.. maths was out of the main campus so i took a walk down the road, to find that i had been locked out of the building because i didn't know the code.. dumb rite.. then when i finally got in, i was told that the lesson was cancelled... blaahhh... so i went back and complain.. haha.. then i got an apology.. hahahaha... yeah.. i spent the rest of the day lounging around in the work room reading much ado about nothing.. its a really dumb plot.. but the part where conrade and hero get married in the end is really cool.. she pretends to be dead because he slandered her name due to a framing.. then he has to marry her cousin to prove tt he sorry, but it turns out to be her.. haha.. "all's fair in love and war" haha.. wells.. been a busy day.. can't think of anything to write now.. so i'll sign off.. if i think of anything else later, i'll post back.. oh.. the Lord's word to day was Psalms 97, and 100... go read it.. see ya..

Yaoq out..

2006-01-03T21:40:00.000Z

Hi everyone.. Today is Tuesday, the 3rd of Jan.. Right now, I am just about to go to sleep.. heh.. but i thought i should just let you all know what happened today.. Today, I met with the school staff.. I am supposed to let them know my decision of what subjects I am taking tomorrow.. I am still deciding between Economics or English Literature... Yikes!! Help!! heh.. i am feeling a little high right now as i am VERY tired.. Today would be the latest I have slept in the new year, and my first night in boarding school.. I am still a little spooked with my room, but my mother and I have scantified it and the LORD is with me so I shall not be afraid. Still, a request to all of you, please please keep me in your prayers.. I've met some new people, other boarders.. Probably half the population of Vietnam according to Mr. Kitchener.. Yeahx. I'm really really tired now. So i'll go sleep.. Check in another time..

Yaoq out..

Hi everyone...

2006-01-02T17:31:00.000Z

Hi everyone... Greetings in Jesus name... Today is the second day of the new year 2006 so before i say anything, let me wish everyone a very happy and blessed new year. Right now as i sit writing this word, I am in the Angel hotel, Market Harborough, Leicestershire.. Yes, for those of you who have noticed, that is England!! i will be spending the next year and a half here before returning to the motherland to serve my NS.. Then, probably return back here to finish my education.. A happy birthday shout out to a few people.. Here goes.. in order of appearance, happy birthday to: Eunice, Calvin and Collin... to all of you, a blessed happy birthday and may God hold you and bless you with a year more of wisdom...
The time is 6:30pm odd on the 2nd of January, and the outside sky is as dark as the time back in Singapore( 8 hours later...) yupp.. its the middle of winter now.. and to prevent me from freezing in the hotel, i've turned the hairdryer on.. Hehe.. The temperature today apparently was a low of 2 degrees celcius.. Woah that's low, but i still went out wrapped up and didn't feel THAT cold.. Heh...
Haha, i met someone today as i was unpacking all my stuff into the rooms, sam from the Maldives.. Apparently his parents know the Manikus.. haha.. They've heard of them.. Cool ehh? Small world ain't it... haha.. well i'm a little hungry now, so i'll go grab some cold chow and write back another time..

Yaoq out...